Fathers Day...
It's so frustrating how hard it is to stay in touch with friends from highschool. I know i'm about as flaky as they come, but I still try to make it happen. Its hard to begin with obviously because most of us are all over the place living our seperate lives, but still i feel like it shouldn't matter. It's just frustrating, sometimes i feel like even my closest friends just don't want to put forth the effort to hang out whenever i am in town for a day or two. Most of them live at least a 20 min drive away but still, I never know when i might have to chance to see them again. Even when we are close to each other, for some reason we still find it hard to actually get together. Am I a bad friend? Maybe they don't want to see me as badly as i want to see them? Who knows, it just makes me wonder where these friendships are going. Sometimes I have to ask myself the question, how many people can I actually count on being there when i need them most.....
I know this sounds bitchy but it's also beyond hot in this apartment here in brooklyn. I was just home for two days for fathers day (which was really nice, AC, good food, see my family,) and now im back here in NY, and its HOT HOT HOT, so its putting me in a weird mood....
I know this sounds bitchy but it's also beyond hot in this apartment here in brooklyn. I was just home for two days for fathers day (which was really nice, AC, good food, see my family,) and now im back here in NY, and its HOT HOT HOT, so its putting me in a weird mood....