the line between love and hate!!!
My beloved Dayle hasn't talked to me in 1 WEEK!!! Oh How I'd love to kick his "arse"!!! No I won't knee him in the groin because then he'd be of no further use to me. I could survive talking to him months at a time when I was in Seattle with no internet, but now that I have 24hour cable internet, it's TORTURE!!!
I know that a lot of my former friends have backed away from me because... well, I guess I come on too strong. Like a hyper puppy hipping at your feet with a tenis ball. "can we play now, huh? huh? can we play? please, please, please???"
The thing is I only do that to people I REALLY admire and when they start to back off from me, my self-esteem hits an all time low. I would you feel if your idle never wants to be around you, ever!?
I guess it's just a curse of being alone for sooooo long. I want a buddy!
Although in this instance, I want a boyfriend!!! Someone I can talk dirty to. To let the vixen inside me FREE!!!
*sigh*
DAMN IT DAYLE!!!!
I know that a lot of my former friends have backed away from me because... well, I guess I come on too strong. Like a hyper puppy hipping at your feet with a tenis ball. "can we play now, huh? huh? can we play? please, please, please???"
The thing is I only do that to people I REALLY admire and when they start to back off from me, my self-esteem hits an all time low. I would you feel if your idle never wants to be around you, ever!?
I guess it's just a curse of being alone for sooooo long. I want a buddy!
Although in this instance, I want a boyfriend!!! Someone I can talk dirty to. To let the vixen inside me FREE!!!
*sigh*
DAMN IT DAYLE!!!!