Hmm,
How many days must I dream? I think all my dreams were fake because I opened up all my heart to a dying dream it's
like trusting a dying soul.There are so many colors and so many forms of dreams and there are to many decisions to make a day.i have never felt so numb... color blind to all this emotion. Breath has been taken away by lost emotion.so speechless I woke up today seeing no color I guess my heart died as I slept because I feel as if I'm forever locked in a dream. I once remember childhood, I could see the clear tears running down my own face I could see the color of life. no more color, no more feeling color blind I remain no different from other things I see , I still feel no pain, in a way I feel free but seem as if I'm locked in a uncolored dream. Dreamers are thrown aside, broken hearted.. wondering what is it worth. The fallen stars that held many peoples dreams are things we seem to trust what is it all worth? is it all a lie and hurting us to stay alive? These hands were once so innocent, never had a day without seeing and feeling any of this life that was so simple, so cruel, such a mysterious world yet dead. People who love and people who die. A world so great yet so far from it. Never am I able to win. they live on my dreams. I'm walking alone I find my soul empty I'm always alone. I must travel alone I can't get hurt. I can't let another life hold so dear to mine never shall I love and be loved back the life I once loved has died days before. I'm happy,no cares when I am alone.I never cried or let any one know. I could have killed myself then I was alone. I'm never feeling loved.I'm always feeling as if I'm alone. I don't even understand, your not meant to feel pain not even in a nightmare. I don't know what my world holds.Take away my fears, and my pain love me for what i am,trust me i will not lie, hold me and don't let me cry, never let me go,always be a friend, be someone i can trust. I'm just another person. i could love. It's just me alone never with a love or with a person who cared just tell me you care and be there.There's nothing for you to love.
i feel so worthless. why do you take your time to read my thoughts? Will you ever know i love you? why cant i see how much people care? why can i see im needed ? i was here for a reason.i never thought i was good enough for anyone. I love someone who doesn't critsize my feelings, always here for me but why do i wake up feeling like that person doesn't know? they understand but i question my worth and have them listen to me put myself down, they don't desserve to deal with me but they're there. So why don't you catch up to me in a dream. will you ever take the time to wait for me? Sometimes tiny wishes can make large dreams.So many things are bigger then they seem. So many people are starting to cry. Loving a person seems like loving death. All alone wishing for someone.. I will fall in love.. i love you all .
Ok...enough rambling on with what's in my head.
like trusting a dying soul.There are so many colors and so many forms of dreams and there are to many decisions to make a day.i have never felt so numb... color blind to all this emotion. Breath has been taken away by lost emotion.so speechless I woke up today seeing no color I guess my heart died as I slept because I feel as if I'm forever locked in a dream. I once remember childhood, I could see the clear tears running down my own face I could see the color of life. no more color, no more feeling color blind I remain no different from other things I see , I still feel no pain, in a way I feel free but seem as if I'm locked in a uncolored dream. Dreamers are thrown aside, broken hearted.. wondering what is it worth. The fallen stars that held many peoples dreams are things we seem to trust what is it all worth? is it all a lie and hurting us to stay alive? These hands were once so innocent, never had a day without seeing and feeling any of this life that was so simple, so cruel, such a mysterious world yet dead. People who love and people who die. A world so great yet so far from it. Never am I able to win. they live on my dreams. I'm walking alone I find my soul empty I'm always alone. I must travel alone I can't get hurt. I can't let another life hold so dear to mine never shall I love and be loved back the life I once loved has died days before. I'm happy,no cares when I am alone.I never cried or let any one know. I could have killed myself then I was alone. I'm never feeling loved.I'm always feeling as if I'm alone. I don't even understand, your not meant to feel pain not even in a nightmare. I don't know what my world holds.Take away my fears, and my pain love me for what i am,trust me i will not lie, hold me and don't let me cry, never let me go,always be a friend, be someone i can trust. I'm just another person. i could love. It's just me alone never with a love or with a person who cared just tell me you care and be there.There's nothing for you to love.
i feel so worthless. why do you take your time to read my thoughts? Will you ever know i love you? why cant i see how much people care? why can i see im needed ? i was here for a reason.i never thought i was good enough for anyone. I love someone who doesn't critsize my feelings, always here for me but why do i wake up feeling like that person doesn't know? they understand but i question my worth and have them listen to me put myself down, they don't desserve to deal with me but they're there. So why don't you catch up to me in a dream. will you ever take the time to wait for me? Sometimes tiny wishes can make large dreams.So many things are bigger then they seem. So many people are starting to cry. Loving a person seems like loving death. All alone wishing for someone.. I will fall in love.. i love you all .
Ok...enough rambling on with what's in my head.