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I'm suddenly shuddering, my head hurts and its been aching for days. Can't be sure whats with it but if a tumor is growing, it might come as a good news. I'm in a constant lost of coordination and sometimes memory, thus dazing and feeling rather unstable. Definite gonner this one.
One thing on my mind tho tells me i should just forget about it and leave it to mend its own hell-hole. Jesus, i mean how can you blame it on the way your nature is and use it as an emotional blackmail to seek my apologies. God forbid but if I've ever hurt you emotionally even physically, i would've already been hurting my own soul. Just too bad this time isn't it, I'm in the wronged place and i shall just sit in my fucking box awaiting its new delivery to a god damn new day!Being verbally quiet is one thing but being suppressive can't be the definite reason why i should fall as your object to point fingers at. I can be suppressive as well, but i know when to and when not to and especially if it applies. However I don't think I'm in the position to mother your steps, just be on your own damn foot and be a man!
Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine
You have lost
(Too much love)
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It’s not enough)
You just threw away the key
(To your heart)
You don’t get burned
(’Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me
To make you see…
Love ain’t fair
So there you are
My love
Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this
Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this
Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this
Love ain’t safe
You won’t get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don’t wanna waste my love
One thing on my mind tho tells me i should just forget about it and leave it to mend its own hell-hole. Jesus, i mean how can you blame it on the way your nature is and use it as an emotional blackmail to seek my apologies. God forbid but if I've ever hurt you emotionally even physically, i would've already been hurting my own soul. Just too bad this time isn't it, I'm in the wronged place and i shall just sit in my fucking box awaiting its new delivery to a god damn new day!Being verbally quiet is one thing but being suppressive can't be the definite reason why i should fall as your object to point fingers at. I can be suppressive as well, but i know when to and when not to and especially if it applies. However I don't think I'm in the position to mother your steps, just be on your own damn foot and be a man!
Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine
You have lost
(Too much love)
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It’s not enough)
You just threw away the key
(To your heart)
You don’t get burned
(’Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me
To make you see…
Love ain’t fair
So there you are
My love
Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this
Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this
Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this
Love ain’t safe
You won’t get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don’t wanna waste my love