rant

May 30, 2005 10:15

its like a break up but worse, cause friends aren't supposed to break up.
the formal exchanging of crap. i shouldn't have worn this skirt outside, it makes me hate mexicans. i want a fucking cigarette and i wish i hadn't quit yesterday (this will be my fifth or sixth time quitting, but maybe it will be my last. we'll see.)pot just doesn't kick in like it used to and im thinking i dont want to be a round this fucking town much longer. if i dont get to go to college then im leaving this shithole. i dont really care where i go, maybe i'll be lone gypsy and travel from town to town. all i know is the people here are starting to fade (the magic is now just a bitter aftertaste) and im not sure that i can swallow this scene anylonger.

dont get me wrong. the friends that have continued to stick by my side are irreplacable and i love you few dearly.

and for everyone, even those who hate me now, thanks for the sweet memories. im not good at forgetting those kinda things
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