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[machineboi]

it's really all just another blow to my ego.
second time, doesn't feel any better with this one, either.
even though I have no right to feel this way.
absolutely no right whatsoever.

I still do.

I imagine, I'll get over it.
it'll get better, or at least I'm hoping.

but all in all, it's just one less thing to hope for.