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so things are good/bad.
1.things with the guys are semi back to normal, and i love it. i didnt realize how much i missed them and how much i missed being a part of them until now. and i will never ever take for granted what i have
2. brittany flys out tomorrow and im nervous as hell. why? i have no idea, as far as i know there is nothing but friendship between us.
BAD
1. so what was going semi ok with melanie came to an abrupt hault yesterday. im still as heartbroken as ever, she has a new boyfriend now and i wish them the best, and i hope with time i can handle just being friends with her. but as for now, its not gonna happen its too hard on me.
2. Devin left tonight, moved to portland. I dont think it has hit me yet, but im gonna really miss him. even though we havent hung out a whole lot, i still love devin like family. and i hope his time in portland is amazing and im looking forward to visiting him.
I cant take this girl bullshit, i want something completly different from what any girl out there wants, and if i ever find a girl that can put up with me, and me being gone and all that stuff, im gonna marry her that way if she wants out she has to get a divorce hahaha.
rdr had a show tonight and it wasnt mikes best time, but they played a new song, and im glad they did. if only everyone could hear how much they have changed it would be amazing. im so excited for them, the new stuff is going to blow everyone away
1.things with the guys are semi back to normal, and i love it. i didnt realize how much i missed them and how much i missed being a part of them until now. and i will never ever take for granted what i have
2. brittany flys out tomorrow and im nervous as hell. why? i have no idea, as far as i know there is nothing but friendship between us.
BAD
1. so what was going semi ok with melanie came to an abrupt hault yesterday. im still as heartbroken as ever, she has a new boyfriend now and i wish them the best, and i hope with time i can handle just being friends with her. but as for now, its not gonna happen its too hard on me.
2. Devin left tonight, moved to portland. I dont think it has hit me yet, but im gonna really miss him. even though we havent hung out a whole lot, i still love devin like family. and i hope his time in portland is amazing and im looking forward to visiting him.
I cant take this girl bullshit, i want something completly different from what any girl out there wants, and if i ever find a girl that can put up with me, and me being gone and all that stuff, im gonna marry her that way if she wants out she has to get a divorce hahaha.
rdr had a show tonight and it wasnt mikes best time, but they played a new song, and im glad they did. if only everyone could hear how much they have changed it would be amazing. im so excited for them, the new stuff is going to blow everyone away