leaving again
so i got offered a job for stagecoach ie. country version of coachella, selling water. im excited and bummed at the same time, im missin mic and ginnys wedding. but i could really use the money, i wont be making nearly as much money as i did at coachella, but im working with jared and kayte, so it should be fun. i get back monday afternoon, i have to pack and then i leave for detroit on tuesday morning, i think at 7 am, im excited, but who knows what will happen. ive started talking to melanie again, its nice just to have someone to talk to about anything, and its wierd, liek she can tell me these things about her and a boy and i dont get all flustered, but at the same time i know we both still have feelings for eachother, i really content with how we are, just like talking and hanging out everyonce and a while, its a nice change. there are so many people i neglect, and to those who i have flaked out on for one reason or another im sorry, ive just been going through some sself realizing shit, and i still am so im apologizing for stuff ive done and will do. im about to go play guitar hero, then drive, hopefully i make a decent amount this weekend, and hopefully jared and i's friendship goes back to normal.