Summer Riff

Jul 10, 2005 18:28

Ups and Downs. All having to do with music i guess. I really dont have much confidence in myself when it comes to music. I guess i feel like i shouldnt be in The Parish Festival. I guess i have my doubts about that whole thing. It feels like we have no direction. It feels like my lack of experience holds us back. I feel like i'm talking to much about the band and that I'm trying to cover up some things. I get so wrapped up in music that i feel like if it doesnt work out then my life doesnt work out. Then i see something thats easy on the eyes and i think that it just matters if I'm a good man and fulfill my responsibilites. If I'm good to others, take care of a family and function to help society then after its all said and done i think I'd get a passing grade. I want to help others through music though. If they can get the same emotions i get through it then i have done my job. Thats why i am a drummer. I control the mood. I guess i get gloomy and hopeless. There is beauty out there. You just have to go in the right direction to see it.

LOVE
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