May 09, 2007 18:03
i really don't think there is anyone left on my friends list to read this, but if there is..i am great...just so you know.
the last time i said anything here, i wasn't.
honestly though, i'm probably the happiest i've been in my entire life. and that's a weird thing, b/c it's hard to know if you're really happy if you never really have been.
anyway, i have an AMAZING job that i honestly can't believe i have...it's really too good to be true. there are tons of perks, the benefits are great, i learn new things every day...and i'm really good at it. but, not only am i good at it, my hard work is very much appreciated and my bosses praise me and i'm getting a promotion soon. seriously...amazing. i could go on all day long, but that's just mean.
but things are just really good and that's fucking amazing...i really don't have anything to complain about, and even if i did...i don't want to. complaining is bad and it makes me feel like i am unhappy even if i'm not...even if whatever it is that i have to complain about doesn't actually bother me...if i start talking about it, i start feeling negative.
i've definitely learned that a positive approach will do wonders. no complaining, no shit talking, nothin...i'm done w/ that. maybe i'm growing up...maybe i'm just happier and therefore i'm no longer a brat...who knows?
i'm excited for this summer. i have a bike that i ride to work and i'm getting a basket for it soon, which i'm way too excited about. i'm planning a vacation this summer...and i get summer fridays at work, which means i get 5 fridays off...free...A-MAZING. i'm also supposed to be taken to six flags for work...in a limo. seriously, this summer is going to be so rad. i can't wait to sit outside and drink beer and enjoy the city...i'm actually enjoying chicago for everything that it is for the first time since i got here.
anyone on here that i haven't talked to recently...i hope all is well. we should talk and catch up and all that good stuff.
<3 megan