Jun 28, 2005 13:47
For the last seven months I have been on one of the longest, toughest, most windy rides ever. I have felt love and lost it. I have made myself a stronger, braver person to face the world as a single 20 year old bound and determined to succeed in what I have dreamed of. I don't think anyone knows the real struggle that I have been having lately. I am not affraid of being alone or falling in love. I am not affraid to meet knew people or to transfer to another school. I am afraid of not succeeding and being the person that I always wanted to be without changing who I really am. There was a point where I lost all motivation because I was in "love." I am now regaining that motivation and it is the most wonderful feeling in the world to me. I feel happy every day...even the bad ones because I feel like I am finally doing things for myself and no one else. Every night I look for the stars in the sky. I think that stars symbolize possibility. It is possible for people to go into space, so why isn't it possible for me to make a movie or television show? Or why isn't it possible for me to lose weight? How about take care of my puppy that I took responsibility of last August? All of this is possible and I am making it come true. Not one person in this world will stop me from that dream that I have. I will find love again! DD knows this quote and this is the end of my deep, sappy post:
"Don't forget to Dance like no one is watching, sing like no one can hear you, love like you will never get hurt, and live like you will never die"