Apr 09, 2010 22:11
I've never wanted to do something so badly in my life. I don't know why but I really want to do the running of the bulls in Spain. I know it's dangerous and could even lead to death, but idk why I've had this constant image in my head of me going through with it just to say I did it.I've even started searching for methods to do it safely and not cause myself additional danger if something were to occur. But if I do, do it, how do I get my relatives to understand? I told my cousin and her first response was an immediate NO. I am so utterly confused in this, but I feel as though if I don't I will have a huge what if stuck in my head... I hope i can sort this out soon.