good moring all
ok yes i am one of those sick people who are happy in the am , poor tony just grumbles at me and cannot help but to smile. i am not a moring person by far but i am happy this moring and most moring. i made coffee and cleaned my house already did wash and took a shower well waiting to go out and get my shit done today may go to the beach and stuff.
the other day i sat on a blanket and read a book under the trees in the park it was awesome i have not done that for a long time and it felt good to feel free. that is one thing i love about life now i feel free before i felt very trapped and not moving anywhere but now i feel as though i can breath and feel the way i want to and not worry about being wrong or get in trouble with it.
i have done alot of reflection back on the past few years and i am happy the way things have gone. at the time i thought i was never going to be happy again or find my self this is nothing to do with my marriage but my self. i am happy with who i am and the women i have become through my hard time and my good times they have made me the person i am at the time i wanted them to go away but i am stronger because of them. hmmmmmmmmm makes me wanna post my writtings again maybe i will.......
the other day i sat on a blanket and read a book under the trees in the park it was awesome i have not done that for a long time and it felt good to feel free. that is one thing i love about life now i feel free before i felt very trapped and not moving anywhere but now i feel as though i can breath and feel the way i want to and not worry about being wrong or get in trouble with it.
i have done alot of reflection back on the past few years and i am happy the way things have gone. at the time i thought i was never going to be happy again or find my self this is nothing to do with my marriage but my self. i am happy with who i am and the women i have become through my hard time and my good times they have made me the person i am at the time i wanted them to go away but i am stronger because of them. hmmmmmmmmm makes me wanna post my writtings again maybe i will.......