i am irritated

[machaco]

by people who walk in front of me and are in my way and prevent me from walking with my own pace, make tokyo packed all the time, sit in front of me in the train and don't let me sit for a long time until i finally get off, just try to use my english ability and say so many flattery when they ask me to translate documents or write english company profile, never try to listen to others, kick someone, call someone stupid all day, tell someone die, make fool of someone, ignore my thoughts, fail to take the commute pass from the ticket gate and make me stop behind them, play with a cell phone in the train, bump into me and never apologize, kidnap people in japan and tell lies to us for ages and fire missiles at this moment.

but i also know it's totally ridiculous to get irritated by those things. my heart is hopelessly poor at the moment.

this week was just the worst ever since i started working this may. i realized they just want to use my english for their convenience.

i'm so glad this week is over now.