nostalgia..
a few months ago i was suppose to pack my bags by the end of this week and get ready to leave.. for good.. and now things have changed so drastically.. my going home in a week has become an indefinite plan!!
its an unknown road ahead on which i have to walk alone. maybe i'll find more difficulties on my way, maybe it will be an impossible path.. but i have to move onwards.. cant look back .. which doesnt mean look back at my mistakes and learn from them for the future, but i cant look back at what i didnt get or achieve.. because i can always try get it now..
mind feels a bit blank.. im going to miss this place.. a lot.. especially some people who i got so close to and who were always there for me.. will i be able to settle down in yet a another alien environment all over again?? a question just haunting me.. the answer which will reveal itself in time..
its an unknown road ahead on which i have to walk alone. maybe i'll find more difficulties on my way, maybe it will be an impossible path.. but i have to move onwards.. cant look back .. which doesnt mean look back at my mistakes and learn from them for the future, but i cant look back at what i didnt get or achieve.. because i can always try get it now..
mind feels a bit blank.. im going to miss this place.. a lot.. especially some people who i got so close to and who were always there for me.. will i be able to settle down in yet a another alien environment all over again?? a question just haunting me.. the answer which will reveal itself in time..