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I happened to look out the window while prepping bottles and saw that the daffodils are blooming.
The last time that I saw them bloom was just after I lost my job and was put on bedrest...
That makes it a full year since I've worked a paying job.
Ever since I was fourteen I've always had a job of some sort or another...even if it was only babysitting.
This is the longest I've ever not had one since then.
I'm not so much upset as...lost, I think.
How do I define myself if not by my work?
Am I really a 'homemaker' as the tax filing lists me?
What am I anymore?
The last time that I saw them bloom was just after I lost my job and was put on bedrest...
That makes it a full year since I've worked a paying job.
Ever since I was fourteen I've always had a job of some sort or another...even if it was only babysitting.
This is the longest I've ever not had one since then.
I'm not so much upset as...lost, I think.
How do I define myself if not by my work?
Am I really a 'homemaker' as the tax filing lists me?
What am I anymore?