May 19, 2005 15:47
I'm finally ok again. Its wierd how hard it can be to tell something to someone you love so much. To ask them for something so simple, but so meaningful. I don't know why it was hard, but when i told my mom that i needed her, and wanted to spend more time with her, it took a lot. Its hard cuz she's always gone, and she is the one mainly supporting my family, but for a while i was so scared that we had lost everything we built together.
She is the only one who almost understands me in my crazy family. I had to tell her everything that was happening with my dad, and i don't know if she can make him change but at least she know and understands. Going to tea with her on Saturday should be super fun.
Parents are weird, mothers are amazing.
-sarah