4 months later?

Feb 22, 2007 19:35

can it really be?
4 months ago my world fell apart
and today the italian government fell apart

back in italy for a month I thought I had finally figured some things out,
I was working and doing some writing every day,
trench warefare with the world at large

until a week ago when I exploded
and went into crisis when I suddenly realized that Arnaldo (Picchi)
had taught me everything I needed him to teach me
and I was devastated. Funny that, eh?
I should have been happy?
I'm only human.

I spent almost all of the next four days in bed with a cold
then the next three days barely seeing an hour of sleep in my own bed.

ITS MARDI GRAS i said and gave myself permission to go with the flow
taking a running start and diving headlong ino the bracing waters,
Staying in up out around at the table on the couch
talking drinking eating moviewatching dancing
-- but always doing it LATE.

Just when i thought i was beginning to cut ties here
I move in relating deeper and deeper with a he and with a she.
And they both have wifi.
Hi-five.
Hi mom.

Coming days will see who fares better in coming back from a little behind:
me or Prodi

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