The future!
This evening, fear of THE FUTURE interrupted my otherwise-productive studying evening. I realized, once again, that I have to go live in Japan for a year...but this fear is starting to subside. Chris will still be in Japan then, I will be in a very orderly program with 60 other nutty ALC grad students from around the country, including people I might know, and I will get to eat a whole lot of delicious noodles/sushi/baked goods. The fear of THE FUTURE now is "who will be my friend still once I get back to LA?" For you see, dear reader, the people I am getting to know now all plan to spend their third year of grad school in Europe. So, who will be my roommate? Who will sit in Royce with me? What will I do?!
That's right, I am freaking out now about being lonely two years into the future. This despite the fact that I have managed to meet an okay amount of people, and get involved in a large amount of (un-nameable) social drama, in just two and a half short months.
It is probably time to get a stronger anti-anxiety drug.
That's right, I am freaking out now about being lonely two years into the future. This despite the fact that I have managed to meet an okay amount of people, and get involved in a large amount of (un-nameable) social drama, in just two and a half short months.
It is probably time to get a stronger anti-anxiety drug.