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I'm knackered. I've been going out every night since Thursday. I'm not sure whether I'm going out tonight or tomorrow night but I'm going out Thursday night.
As you guys know On Thursday I went to the dungeon with friends and they fucking ditched me as soon as we got there. I was left sitting on my own with no one to talk to. My brothers friends saw me and talked to me for a while. After an hour I got fed up and asked my dad to pick me up. Friday we went to see T:REXTASY and they are fucking awesome! They are so good and so much like the real thing. Saturday we went to see The Silver Beatles. I had an amazing night *beams* I told you all about that last entry so I'm not going to write it all out again. But they are too much like the real thing. It was freaky. They are dubbed best second Beatle tribute in the world. First best tribute if of course The Bootleg Beatles. As proclaimed by Paul McCartney himself. Well intill I see The Bootleg Beatles in my opinion the Silver Beatles are the best tribute in the world. They actually have a DECENT Ringo he's not fat or tall. He's just the right size for Ringo. And the best thing about them is they are both ENGLISH!! There's not enough English tribute bands to them. Sunday we just went out. We went to the pub we usually go to and it just so happens I was wearing my John Lenno t-shirt and what do we hear as we walk in? BEATLE MUSIC!! lol I wore that t-shirt the night before to see the Silver Beatles and we walk into this pub that NEVER plays Beatle music and they are playing it!! And I have my John t-shirt on!! lol I found that kinda weird. But after a few Beatles songs they started playing crap like The Rolling Stones and other god awful bands. Then we moved to the other pub and me and my sister just went out and walked about for abit. Then Monday we went to see Star Wars with my brother, his fiancee and her two brothers. I was surprised that it was actually pretty good and Hayden Christian seems to have had acting lessons since the last film. And today I did the caring thingies I do and I don't know if I'm going out tonight or tomorrow but on Thursday I'm going to see a Who tribute band called Who's Who. Should be good.
Oh I start my counselling tomorrow. Can't remember if I said or not but yeah I finally start. It's for OCD, Chronic shyness, low self esteem, DPD and depression. lol see how messed up I am. Hopefully this will help. Fuck everything else as long as it gets the OCD under control and gets rids of the shyness then I'll be happy.
So yeah after Thursday I dunno what's going on. I only know on July 15th fuck everything else going on on that day I'm am so going to see THE SILVER BEATLES AGAIN!!! I cannot wait!
Other than that yesterday when we got home I got so sick and tired of my dad and my sister that I actually took my pills in my room. I took about 7. My brother came in and talked me down from taking the rest. He actually got me to give them to him and he threw all the pills out. If I'd taken two more I'd be dead now. Oh well I'm ok they just made me really sick. 7 Fluxoetine is considered an overdose but not bad enough to kill you. 9 is enough to kill you. Eh I'm alive so it doesn't really matter now anyway.
Oh and me and Stu are offically not together. I can't be bothered with him and his crap.
Gonna go. I might be going out again.
I'm knackered. I've been going out every night since Thursday. I'm not sure whether I'm going out tonight or tomorrow night but I'm going out Thursday night.
As you guys know On Thursday I went to the dungeon with friends and they fucking ditched me as soon as we got there. I was left sitting on my own with no one to talk to. My brothers friends saw me and talked to me for a while. After an hour I got fed up and asked my dad to pick me up. Friday we went to see T:REXTASY and they are fucking awesome! They are so good and so much like the real thing. Saturday we went to see The Silver Beatles. I had an amazing night *beams* I told you all about that last entry so I'm not going to write it all out again. But they are too much like the real thing. It was freaky. They are dubbed best second Beatle tribute in the world. First best tribute if of course The Bootleg Beatles. As proclaimed by Paul McCartney himself. Well intill I see The Bootleg Beatles in my opinion the Silver Beatles are the best tribute in the world. They actually have a DECENT Ringo he's not fat or tall. He's just the right size for Ringo. And the best thing about them is they are both ENGLISH!! There's not enough English tribute bands to them. Sunday we just went out. We went to the pub we usually go to and it just so happens I was wearing my John Lenno t-shirt and what do we hear as we walk in? BEATLE MUSIC!! lol I wore that t-shirt the night before to see the Silver Beatles and we walk into this pub that NEVER plays Beatle music and they are playing it!! And I have my John t-shirt on!! lol I found that kinda weird. But after a few Beatles songs they started playing crap like The Rolling Stones and other god awful bands. Then we moved to the other pub and me and my sister just went out and walked about for abit. Then Monday we went to see Star Wars with my brother, his fiancee and her two brothers. I was surprised that it was actually pretty good and Hayden Christian seems to have had acting lessons since the last film. And today I did the caring thingies I do and I don't know if I'm going out tonight or tomorrow but on Thursday I'm going to see a Who tribute band called Who's Who. Should be good.
Oh I start my counselling tomorrow. Can't remember if I said or not but yeah I finally start. It's for OCD, Chronic shyness, low self esteem, DPD and depression. lol see how messed up I am. Hopefully this will help. Fuck everything else as long as it gets the OCD under control and gets rids of the shyness then I'll be happy.
So yeah after Thursday I dunno what's going on. I only know on July 15th fuck everything else going on on that day I'm am so going to see THE SILVER BEATLES AGAIN!!! I cannot wait!
Other than that yesterday when we got home I got so sick and tired of my dad and my sister that I actually took my pills in my room. I took about 7. My brother came in and talked me down from taking the rest. He actually got me to give them to him and he threw all the pills out. If I'd taken two more I'd be dead now. Oh well I'm ok they just made me really sick. 7 Fluxoetine is considered an overdose but not bad enough to kill you. 9 is enough to kill you. Eh I'm alive so it doesn't really matter now anyway.
Oh and me and Stu are offically not together. I can't be bothered with him and his crap.
Gonna go. I might be going out again.