Apr 19, 2005 19:33
well, it's been awhile since the last one...again! why can't i just keep up with this thing anymore? oh well, musical is already fucking up my grades. that and my brain aint working right lately.
since we're on the topic of my brain, let's get to my heart. sorry if this'll just be annoying or something, but I think I'm actually getting closer to starting something with someone (wow, i'm specific). granted, she may not be my original crush, but who cares?! I still like her and that's making me feel good.
ah, who am I kidding? I can't do it, I'm just too damn shy. whatever, at least this is the closest I've ever been.
While it may not seem like that big of an accomplishment for all of you who've been there and back more times than I've been to hell, but I've never even been this close and I don't wanna turn back!
Damn, that was a little overdone. oh well, here goes life