Infactuation probably.....
Okay, I saw him.... 24 days after we kissed I saw him. He said that he was gonna come over to the house... did he say when? Of course not... so it's 7 and has he come by? I don't know I haven't been here. Is he coming by later? I don't know. I can't stop thinking about him... I really will be upset if he has already come by. I think maybe the reason that I'm so stressed about his is because... I thought he liked me and this one was it..... I was sooooooo sure. I had no doubts in my mind that this relationship was going to work out. Then we stopped talking. So... what's up? Does he still like me and now doesn't know what to say or how to act? Or is it that he thought that he did and now that we've kissed he's decided that he doesn't? Or maybe he was just being a guy and saw the opportunity to get a little action and took it. I really don't think it's the last one, because why in the world would you choose to do that with one of your close friends and screw up a really good relationship with them? Maybe I'm just thinking like a girl... I really hope that this will all play out like I want it to, cuz I think this might be... love... maybe not. I really don't know a lot about him, what I do, I love. Except that whole Kiss you and then not speak to you for almost a month. I'm not really down with that,but that's really it.... so how's your love life going??
My dad got home from his job, he drives trucks cross country, and he wanted to take me out on a over night run. so I of course went because I never get to spend anytime with my dad. we got home this morning and saw my bothers gilfriends car out front, but my brother was still at school. she was sitting in his room with Randy , this guy that since he got out of jail has lived with us. Actually he has been more of a nuisance that a roomy, but anyway to make a long story short... I kicked him out of the house for disrespecting me and it was his friend that almost hit me about 5 months ago. Raised his hand to me and brought it half way down to my face. I swear... I almost beat the shit out of him. So now I have a man who just got out of jail for stacutory rape pissed off at me..... how's your home life doing?
But I will say this. I LOVE my mom and dad. I have so much more respect for my dad than I did before, I knew that he had to drive a lot to get food on our table, but I can not possibly imagine being away from home and the people that I love for so long. i really miss my father when he's gone and I don't know what I'd do without him. My mom is of course my support system... she is my bestfriend I can and do tell her everything, from boy problems to friends to jobs... anything and I know that she is there for me no matter what. I don't know how people out there can survive without having their parents support and best wishes with them. Those are the people that I truly feel for...
My dad got home from his job, he drives trucks cross country, and he wanted to take me out on a over night run. so I of course went because I never get to spend anytime with my dad. we got home this morning and saw my bothers gilfriends car out front, but my brother was still at school. she was sitting in his room with Randy , this guy that since he got out of jail has lived with us. Actually he has been more of a nuisance that a roomy, but anyway to make a long story short... I kicked him out of the house for disrespecting me and it was his friend that almost hit me about 5 months ago. Raised his hand to me and brought it half way down to my face. I swear... I almost beat the shit out of him. So now I have a man who just got out of jail for stacutory rape pissed off at me..... how's your home life doing?
But I will say this. I LOVE my mom and dad. I have so much more respect for my dad than I did before, I knew that he had to drive a lot to get food on our table, but I can not possibly imagine being away from home and the people that I love for so long. i really miss my father when he's gone and I don't know what I'd do without him. My mom is of course my support system... she is my bestfriend I can and do tell her everything, from boy problems to friends to jobs... anything and I know that she is there for me no matter what. I don't know how people out there can survive without having their parents support and best wishes with them. Those are the people that I truly feel for...