I don't want to be a puppet for you.
How are you holding up?
Why do people still ask me this?? We separated two fucking years ago. Alright? Two years. Okay so I do have my bad moments, who wouldn't, I was married for fucks sake. Am married.. wait, not really. But I'm doing fine on my own, in fact.. better. You fall in love with someone, you get married, then something happens that tests that love and either you pull through and onto the next challange, or you don't, it's as simple as that.
And we didn't. Me and Rachel didn't. Sometimes I do feel responsible for what happened between us. But I know that I'm not, it's just a disagreement that we couldn't get over. I wanted to get back into acting, she wanted a family. I said I could be an actor and still have a family.. but for some reason that just wouldn't fly with her. I don't know. There's no way I can fix it though. If I'm not ready to settle down and have a family without doing something acting-wise, that just leads to regrets, and regrets to hating my family. I didn't want that. Does this make any sense?
You know, this may be a journal of some sorts. But I'm not completely free to say what I'm thinking. All of these celebrities reading each other's thoughts and opinions.. can't be too pretty. In my opinion.
I changed all the things
that you told me to change
now I'm on my knees
Do you like it?
Now go buy Our Lady Peace's "Gravity" cd. Because it's.. damn good.
Why do people still ask me this?? We separated two fucking years ago. Alright? Two years. Okay so I do have my bad moments, who wouldn't, I was married for fucks sake. Am married.. wait, not really. But I'm doing fine on my own, in fact.. better. You fall in love with someone, you get married, then something happens that tests that love and either you pull through and onto the next challange, or you don't, it's as simple as that.
And we didn't. Me and Rachel didn't. Sometimes I do feel responsible for what happened between us. But I know that I'm not, it's just a disagreement that we couldn't get over. I wanted to get back into acting, she wanted a family. I said I could be an actor and still have a family.. but for some reason that just wouldn't fly with her. I don't know. There's no way I can fix it though. If I'm not ready to settle down and have a family without doing something acting-wise, that just leads to regrets, and regrets to hating my family. I didn't want that. Does this make any sense?
You know, this may be a journal of some sorts. But I'm not completely free to say what I'm thinking. All of these celebrities reading each other's thoughts and opinions.. can't be too pretty. In my opinion.
I changed all the things
that you told me to change
now I'm on my knees
Do you like it?
Now go buy Our Lady Peace's "Gravity" cd. Because it's.. damn good.