Apr 24, 2005 23:11
1. I'm obsessed with the band idlewild but have NO money to buy their new cd
2. I miss a certain friend of mine who i haven't talked to in months and i know he doesn't want to talk to me but...i miss him. goddamnit. it's all my fault too, for being a shit ass friend. ergh.
3. i said i was going to go to bed an hour ago so i could wake up early and work on my history paper/register for spring classes before work. double ergh.
4. i'm stressed but not really sad just kinda wishing i didn't do so much shit!
5. i have to reschedule my therapy appointment because i said i was going to be on campus at noon on wednesday for an interview to be an editor for the school paper and my therapy appt. is at 11. i suck.
6. i need to invest in a planner. yeah...that's the ticket.
7. i hate my job.
8. so if i call him and he still hates me, is that ok? or should i just be a wuss and not call and not apologize for sucking?
9. what if he accepts my apology and i still suck?
10. sleep.