you kill me, you build me up but just to watch me break
[my name is]: Jess
[in the morning I am]: cranky
[all i need is]: constant attention and praise? Haha. Friends.
[love is]: mysterious, tough, life-changing
[if I could see one person right now]: mommy
[I'm afraid of]: change
[i dream about]: traveling.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[pictured your crush naked?]: sure
[been in love]: yeah
[cried when someone died]: yeah
[drank alcohol]: yeah
[lied]: definitely, but I try not to be too bad about it.
W I T H - T H E - O P P O S I T E - S E X ?
[what do you notice first?]: arms (I’m weird) and voice
[last person you slow danced with]: wow it’s been a while…um lol seriously like, junior prom, dave fowler.
[worst thing to say]: “I don’t care” ARGH! I haaaaate it.
[tall or short]: short (yeah everyone shut up. I <3 my matt)
W H O ?
[makes you laugh the most]: oh DEFINITELY eric.
[makes you smile]: my baby, of course.
[gives you a good funny feeling when you see them]: lotsa people. Eric comes to mind, because he makes work fun.
[has a crush on you?]: lol brandon…
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: depends. My mom’s the easiest person to talk to. But in general, guys
D O - Y O U - E V E R ?
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no, I just wait for texts on my cell all the time. I’m obsessive with my TMs
[save aol/aim conversations]: not in a while…but yeah, I have.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: sure. I do it a lot. I’m an overly sensitive loser.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[fallen for your best friend]: lol yeah, in 5th grade. We hung out every day and I was in love with him.
[been rejected]: sure.
[rejected someone]: oh yeah. Every day. I’m a bitch.
[used someone]: hmm…yeah, once or twice.
[been cheated on]: not to my knowledge…
[done something you regret]: oh yeah. Definitely.
W H O - W A S - T H E - L A S T - P E R S O N ?
[you talked to]: matt, if you can call two words in between grand theft auto talking…other than that, my mom
[hugged]: matt
[you instant messaged]: paul
[you laughed with]: my mom.
D O - Y O U ?
[color your hair]: sure
[habla espanol]: TOTALLY wrong dayna… “donde esta mis pantelones?” si, se hablo.
H A V E - Y O U ? // D O - Y O U ? / / A R E - Y O U?
[smoke]: nope
[obsessive]: yeah sure
[could you live without the computer?]: sure
[how many people are on your buddylist?]: I dunno, around 100
[what's your favorite food?]: turkey sandwiches. Hehe.
[what's your favorite fruit?]: raspberries.
[which hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional. By far
[trust others way too easily?]: yeah, and I really shouldn’t.
F I N A L - Q U E S T I O N S
[I want]: too much
[I wish]: I knew the answer
[I love]: being loved…
[I miss]: being young
[I fear]: haven’t we already been over this? Change.
[I hear]: grand theft auto. Sigh.
[I wonder]: if anything I’m doing really matters.
FIRSTS
first real best friend: first and still…tessa manseau
first real memory: sleeping next to the jungle gym in preschool, and whispering across it to my “boyfriend” brendan long.
first car: my taurus. Sigh. Oreo, I miss you.
first date: shit…first REAL date was probably jon teagan, 10th grade. We saw a movie and made out through the whole thing.
first real kiss: mike musleh, my brother’s friend. Summer after 9th grade.
first real break-up: what’s real? First one that affected me…scott stukel.
first job: picnic basket! Yeah!
first screen name: lol something lame like orgyjpc. God I sucked.
first self-purchased album: damn I dunno…probably third eye blind
first funeral: haven’t been
first pet: a cat of some sort…I don’t remember.
first piercing: ears
first concert: jefferson starship, pine knob when it was still pine knob, 1990
first music you remember hearing in your house: hmm the eagles.
LASTS
last cigarette: two summers ago, prolly.
last car ride: today, to matt’s house
last kiss: matt, duh.
last good cry: hmm. Like three days ago?
last movie seen: saw. *shudder*. So disturbing. Agh.
last swear word uttered: shit? Fuck? I dunno, I swear a lot
last beverage drank: apple cider
last food consumed: lol a donut…I rule!
last phone call: my momma
last tv show watched: south park. Hehe.
last time showered: like three hours ago.
last shoes worn: saucony’s
last cd played: the used
last item bought: hmm…lean cuisine pizza
last annoyance: grand theft auto. It’s my own damn fault.
last shirt worn: the one I’m wearing now. Red reggie and the full effect shirt.
[in the morning I am]: cranky
[all i need is]: constant attention and praise? Haha. Friends.
[love is]: mysterious, tough, life-changing
[if I could see one person right now]: mommy
[I'm afraid of]: change
[i dream about]: traveling.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[pictured your crush naked?]: sure
[been in love]: yeah
[cried when someone died]: yeah
[drank alcohol]: yeah
[lied]: definitely, but I try not to be too bad about it.
W I T H - T H E - O P P O S I T E - S E X ?
[what do you notice first?]: arms (I’m weird) and voice
[last person you slow danced with]: wow it’s been a while…um lol seriously like, junior prom, dave fowler.
[worst thing to say]: “I don’t care” ARGH! I haaaaate it.
[tall or short]: short (yeah everyone shut up. I <3 my matt)
W H O ?
[makes you laugh the most]: oh DEFINITELY eric.
[makes you smile]: my baby, of course.
[gives you a good funny feeling when you see them]: lotsa people. Eric comes to mind, because he makes work fun.
[has a crush on you?]: lol brandon…
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: depends. My mom’s the easiest person to talk to. But in general, guys
D O - Y O U - E V E R ?
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no, I just wait for texts on my cell all the time. I’m obsessive with my TMs
[save aol/aim conversations]: not in a while…but yeah, I have.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: sure. I do it a lot. I’m an overly sensitive loser.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[fallen for your best friend]: lol yeah, in 5th grade. We hung out every day and I was in love with him.
[been rejected]: sure.
[rejected someone]: oh yeah. Every day. I’m a bitch.
[used someone]: hmm…yeah, once or twice.
[been cheated on]: not to my knowledge…
[done something you regret]: oh yeah. Definitely.
W H O - W A S - T H E - L A S T - P E R S O N ?
[you talked to]: matt, if you can call two words in between grand theft auto talking…other than that, my mom
[hugged]: matt
[you instant messaged]: paul
[you laughed with]: my mom.
D O - Y O U ?
[color your hair]: sure
[habla espanol]: TOTALLY wrong dayna… “donde esta mis pantelones?” si, se hablo.
H A V E - Y O U ? // D O - Y O U ? / / A R E - Y O U?
[smoke]: nope
[obsessive]: yeah sure
[could you live without the computer?]: sure
[how many people are on your buddylist?]: I dunno, around 100
[what's your favorite food?]: turkey sandwiches. Hehe.
[what's your favorite fruit?]: raspberries.
[which hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional. By far
[trust others way too easily?]: yeah, and I really shouldn’t.
F I N A L - Q U E S T I O N S
[I want]: too much
[I wish]: I knew the answer
[I love]: being loved…
[I miss]: being young
[I fear]: haven’t we already been over this? Change.
[I hear]: grand theft auto. Sigh.
[I wonder]: if anything I’m doing really matters.
FIRSTS
first real best friend: first and still…tessa manseau
first real memory: sleeping next to the jungle gym in preschool, and whispering across it to my “boyfriend” brendan long.
first car: my taurus. Sigh. Oreo, I miss you.
first date: shit…first REAL date was probably jon teagan, 10th grade. We saw a movie and made out through the whole thing.
first real kiss: mike musleh, my brother’s friend. Summer after 9th grade.
first real break-up: what’s real? First one that affected me…scott stukel.
first job: picnic basket! Yeah!
first screen name: lol something lame like orgyjpc. God I sucked.
first self-purchased album: damn I dunno…probably third eye blind
first funeral: haven’t been
first pet: a cat of some sort…I don’t remember.
first piercing: ears
first concert: jefferson starship, pine knob when it was still pine knob, 1990
first music you remember hearing in your house: hmm the eagles.
LASTS
last cigarette: two summers ago, prolly.
last car ride: today, to matt’s house
last kiss: matt, duh.
last good cry: hmm. Like three days ago?
last movie seen: saw. *shudder*. So disturbing. Agh.
last swear word uttered: shit? Fuck? I dunno, I swear a lot
last beverage drank: apple cider
last food consumed: lol a donut…I rule!
last phone call: my momma
last tv show watched: south park. Hehe.
last time showered: like three hours ago.
last shoes worn: saucony’s
last cd played: the used
last item bought: hmm…lean cuisine pizza
last annoyance: grand theft auto. It’s my own damn fault.
last shirt worn: the one I’m wearing now. Red reggie and the full effect shirt.