mama if that's moving up then i'm...MOVING OUT!
i'm in such an emo mood today. tess is coming over tonight, so that's cool.
but...i have to be to work from 1130 until 8 and...work is going to suck balls. why? because i work ALL DAY with john morris, the biggest asshole and most prominent antagonist in my life thus far.
i'm usually really good at getting along with people...i'm not a very disagreeable person, i don't start shit, i don't talk much shit (much, lol) and i'm generally upbeat...so why does this jerk off feel the need to prod at me and push my buttons every time i say one goddamn word!??!
god i really don't want to go in, and i can't wait to start school so i don't have to be there all the time. and i REALLY can't wait until i get a co-op job and never have to work with a bunch of teenagers ever again. yes, i realize i'm a teenager, but teenage guys in general tend to be more in the i-never-got-out-of-my-middle-school-fascination-with-my-penis-and-its-ability-to-think-and-speak-for-me phase.
not labeling you ALL as that, guys, so don't get too worked up...but don't you find it funny how the only actual friend i hang out with that i met at work happens to be 21? (yeah that's you, eric...you know you're the only cool one) AND the fact that i'd much rather converse with the middle aged women there? that i get along with them better than people my own age? and in this case i'm talking about the girls there too.
you know, i wouldn't have such a problem with that place or those people if it weren't for john. everyone else there, even the people i argue or disagree with...i can handle working with/talking to them.
ok and just to get it off of my chest, i think it's sick that one guy there who's almost 19 is talking about fucking a 15 year old this weekend. yeah, i dated older guys when i was younger, but i had enough sense and self respect not to fuck them! and with some of them (as i know would be the case with this guy), when they got turned down, they stopped dating me. hmm.
i think it's sad that the guys check out every tight pair of pants that walks by and that EVEN SOME OF THE ONES WITH LONG TERM GIRLFRIENDS talk about getting their numbers.
one guy even GETS the numbers, although "he doesn't use them and his girlfriend doesn't mind". yeah right, idiot. which explains why he came in the other day all sad-faced because he thinks his relationship is on its way out. DUH! i wonder why?
if i knew matt did that, he'd be out.
please don't think i'm making generalizations about all males or that i'm just being self righteous and haughty...i don't think i'm better, smarter or cooler than all teenagers, i'm just observing that sometimes it's hard for me to get along with them. and maybe it's my fault that i have a hard time relating to people my own age? i don't know that's very possible.
i think that's the rant that's been waiting to come out. i think i'm done now. and i have to leave for work in like, ten minutes. mother fucker.
but...i have to be to work from 1130 until 8 and...work is going to suck balls. why? because i work ALL DAY with john morris, the biggest asshole and most prominent antagonist in my life thus far.
i'm usually really good at getting along with people...i'm not a very disagreeable person, i don't start shit, i don't talk much shit (much, lol) and i'm generally upbeat...so why does this jerk off feel the need to prod at me and push my buttons every time i say one goddamn word!??!
god i really don't want to go in, and i can't wait to start school so i don't have to be there all the time. and i REALLY can't wait until i get a co-op job and never have to work with a bunch of teenagers ever again. yes, i realize i'm a teenager, but teenage guys in general tend to be more in the i-never-got-out-of-my-middle-school-fascination-with-my-penis-and-its-ability-to-think-and-speak-for-me phase.
not labeling you ALL as that, guys, so don't get too worked up...but don't you find it funny how the only actual friend i hang out with that i met at work happens to be 21? (yeah that's you, eric...you know you're the only cool one) AND the fact that i'd much rather converse with the middle aged women there? that i get along with them better than people my own age? and in this case i'm talking about the girls there too.
you know, i wouldn't have such a problem with that place or those people if it weren't for john. everyone else there, even the people i argue or disagree with...i can handle working with/talking to them.
ok and just to get it off of my chest, i think it's sick that one guy there who's almost 19 is talking about fucking a 15 year old this weekend. yeah, i dated older guys when i was younger, but i had enough sense and self respect not to fuck them! and with some of them (as i know would be the case with this guy), when they got turned down, they stopped dating me. hmm.
i think it's sad that the guys check out every tight pair of pants that walks by and that EVEN SOME OF THE ONES WITH LONG TERM GIRLFRIENDS talk about getting their numbers.
one guy even GETS the numbers, although "he doesn't use them and his girlfriend doesn't mind". yeah right, idiot. which explains why he came in the other day all sad-faced because he thinks his relationship is on its way out. DUH! i wonder why?
if i knew matt did that, he'd be out.
please don't think i'm making generalizations about all males or that i'm just being self righteous and haughty...i don't think i'm better, smarter or cooler than all teenagers, i'm just observing that sometimes it's hard for me to get along with them. and maybe it's my fault that i have a hard time relating to people my own age? i don't know that's very possible.
i think that's the rant that's been waiting to come out. i think i'm done now. and i have to leave for work in like, ten minutes. mother fucker.