You say your days are ordinary and no one ever thinks about you...
But we're all the same
and she can hardly breathe without you.
keane is the coolest band of the week. says jess.
so things are doing that half bad/half good thing lately...i'm happy with my new job, i love my boyfriend and my friends are awesome. but school? not so good. and my new house? nope. can i gripe? ok gripe time...
i haven't gotten shit done on my house. i don't have the furniture i need, i have so much more to clean and clear out and paint and clean more. I work full time and when i have a day off i don't feel like working on my house. I have bills to pay, i won't get a paycheck for another week, i'm broke as hell and i'm completely draining my bank accounts to buy matt's birthday presents, which at this point total more than $300. yikes. at least i finally came up with some good stuff to give him...
Also, school is just fucked up. really fucked up. i'm stuck in this really bad position that might end up with me having a bad mark on my transcript. i'm going to do everything i can to avoid it, but man am i in a bind right now.
things are kinda messed up for my birthday too. i had planned on going to canada the day after, on july 9. but tess took the 8th off, because she thought we'd go ON my birthday. but that means i won't get to see matt on my birthday, because i'll have to work in the morning and he doesn't want to go to canada. speaking of WORK, i don't know when i'll work that week, so potentially EVERYTHING could get fucked up if i work at 6 am. jesus. planning stuff is so hard. i really hope my birthday doesn't suck.
phew. ok yeah i worry a lot, i know. but god, why does everything have to be so goddamn difficult?! i wish i was already moved and that i made more money and that i didn't work mornings and that i had time to see matt every day. ha. that's a lot to wish for. i just really wish i wasn't so sucky at getting things done.
and she can hardly breathe without you.
keane is the coolest band of the week. says jess.
so things are doing that half bad/half good thing lately...i'm happy with my new job, i love my boyfriend and my friends are awesome. but school? not so good. and my new house? nope. can i gripe? ok gripe time...
i haven't gotten shit done on my house. i don't have the furniture i need, i have so much more to clean and clear out and paint and clean more. I work full time and when i have a day off i don't feel like working on my house. I have bills to pay, i won't get a paycheck for another week, i'm broke as hell and i'm completely draining my bank accounts to buy matt's birthday presents, which at this point total more than $300. yikes. at least i finally came up with some good stuff to give him...
Also, school is just fucked up. really fucked up. i'm stuck in this really bad position that might end up with me having a bad mark on my transcript. i'm going to do everything i can to avoid it, but man am i in a bind right now.
things are kinda messed up for my birthday too. i had planned on going to canada the day after, on july 9. but tess took the 8th off, because she thought we'd go ON my birthday. but that means i won't get to see matt on my birthday, because i'll have to work in the morning and he doesn't want to go to canada. speaking of WORK, i don't know when i'll work that week, so potentially EVERYTHING could get fucked up if i work at 6 am. jesus. planning stuff is so hard. i really hope my birthday doesn't suck.
phew. ok yeah i worry a lot, i know. but god, why does everything have to be so goddamn difficult?! i wish i was already moved and that i made more money and that i didn't work mornings and that i had time to see matt every day. ha. that's a lot to wish for. i just really wish i wasn't so sucky at getting things done.