Feb 28, 2008 10:54
The problem with listening to the whisper is never knowing what would have happened if you hadn't. So much guilt to be felt.
I hope that there is a point where I will see him again and be able to tell him just how much I really loved him, how amazing I thought he was, and that I am so sorry. And I truly hope that he forgives me.
It was only a year spent together but he touched my soul in a way that makes me wish for an afterlife. He made me understand that a soul is a soul no matter what kind of organism it comes wrapped up in.
Nothing will ever replace him.