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I'm going back to Portland?
It sounds insane, but I've realized some things.
I don't know what I'm doing here! I don't even plan on doing anything long-term here! I'm making shit for money, in a city far more expensive than a place (read: Portland) that I could be making more in! I don't know if I'm being kept (still) and it's been so fucking long that I no longer care.
I have a phone interview tomorrow, as an Executive Assistant with a company based in Portland that creates interactive displays for retail. And it's a fuckload of money more than I make here, or would be making here anyway (even with several promotions). And it goes much much farther than it would go here.
Graduate school is probably my end goal, but we'll see how Portland goes this time around.
I'm probably leaving as early as this Monday, and as late as next Monday.
Don't get me wrong though. I love LA. I think I just prefer to visit it at this point, however. I have some very good friends here, who have done a lot for me--I prefer to remember this city as that kind of place, rather than something else. And nobody needs to ask this time, because they know what's up. That was 2005 though. This is 2006.
It sounds insane, but I've realized some things.
I don't know what I'm doing here! I don't even plan on doing anything long-term here! I'm making shit for money, in a city far more expensive than a place (read: Portland) that I could be making more in! I don't know if I'm being kept (still) and it's been so fucking long that I no longer care.
I have a phone interview tomorrow, as an Executive Assistant with a company based in Portland that creates interactive displays for retail. And it's a fuckload of money more than I make here, or would be making here anyway (even with several promotions). And it goes much much farther than it would go here.
Graduate school is probably my end goal, but we'll see how Portland goes this time around.
I'm probably leaving as early as this Monday, and as late as next Monday.
Don't get me wrong though. I love LA. I think I just prefer to visit it at this point, however. I have some very good friends here, who have done a lot for me--I prefer to remember this city as that kind of place, rather than something else. And nobody needs to ask this time, because they know what's up. That was 2005 though. This is 2006.