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i'm fat. i need to lose weight.
im too tired, i need more sleep... but balancing 2 jobs (after this week its only gonna be 1 job) school full time, boyfriend, friends, family, obligations... it's hectic and time consuming. i hardly have time for a full decent meal, sitting down, and it's still odd that i'm not losing weight. my complextion is getting really bad too, due to the lack of sleep, too much caffeine, unhealthy, little or no food at all, and excessive smoking due to the stress. i havent gotten a hair cut, my nails done, my eyebrows done, tanning or anything for myself in a while.
ryan and i are really good. had a talk and fixed our differences. i love laura and katie to nooo fucking end. other friends are really good too. family is super good. zumiez is awesome. school if difficult, because i never have time to do homework.. i have a ful day tomorrow 12-9:30.. and two tests and a paper due. i havent had the time to study or write the paper..so im screwed.
basically my weeks are.. sundays - wake up early to open zumiez, 8 hour shift, then go home to clean and talk/hang with friends and family try to do hw. mondays - open zumiez 8 hour shift, get out and go to class till 9. tuesdays - i can sleep in for an extra 2 hours but go to school.. try to do hw but have too many errands to do to do so. wednesdays - work allll day at zumiez or at sunglass hut. thursdays- classes from noon to 9:30. friday - workk all day (either job) get home, nap then wait for ry to come home, and hang out with him.. party or just chill out.. then open for work on saturday super super tired, then work al day sundays.. hanging with friends and family and ryan throughout the weekend. then it starts alllllll over again. i get about 4 hours of sleep a night, i seriously am running off of 2 cups of coffee and a rockstar everyday to keep me going. its insane.. with eating while im driving or not eating at all. its so hard.
after i leave sunglass hut, ill actually get a day off, because either i work at zumiez, sunglass hut or at school.
and im gonna try to give up smoking. wish me luck.
im too tired, i need more sleep... but balancing 2 jobs (after this week its only gonna be 1 job) school full time, boyfriend, friends, family, obligations... it's hectic and time consuming. i hardly have time for a full decent meal, sitting down, and it's still odd that i'm not losing weight. my complextion is getting really bad too, due to the lack of sleep, too much caffeine, unhealthy, little or no food at all, and excessive smoking due to the stress. i havent gotten a hair cut, my nails done, my eyebrows done, tanning or anything for myself in a while.
ryan and i are really good. had a talk and fixed our differences. i love laura and katie to nooo fucking end. other friends are really good too. family is super good. zumiez is awesome. school if difficult, because i never have time to do homework.. i have a ful day tomorrow 12-9:30.. and two tests and a paper due. i havent had the time to study or write the paper..so im screwed.
basically my weeks are.. sundays - wake up early to open zumiez, 8 hour shift, then go home to clean and talk/hang with friends and family try to do hw. mondays - open zumiez 8 hour shift, get out and go to class till 9. tuesdays - i can sleep in for an extra 2 hours but go to school.. try to do hw but have too many errands to do to do so. wednesdays - work allll day at zumiez or at sunglass hut. thursdays- classes from noon to 9:30. friday - workk all day (either job) get home, nap then wait for ry to come home, and hang out with him.. party or just chill out.. then open for work on saturday super super tired, then work al day sundays.. hanging with friends and family and ryan throughout the weekend. then it starts alllllll over again. i get about 4 hours of sleep a night, i seriously am running off of 2 cups of coffee and a rockstar everyday to keep me going. its insane.. with eating while im driving or not eating at all. its so hard.
after i leave sunglass hut, ill actually get a day off, because either i work at zumiez, sunglass hut or at school.
and im gonna try to give up smoking. wish me luck.