up & down

May 02, 2008 22:46

like a roller coaster.

Javier was right, no more kit kats and no more caffiene.

1 year ago I didn't have this issue.

I feel as if I may snap again.. hit something...my glass is empty right now.. not even half full shit.

I can only explain it as an overwhelming

I feel overwhelmed

Why? I really hope i'm not going to regret Jason.

I've turned into the girl from the song

"classy protocol"
"You dream of sharing your heart, insted you share your bed"

I keep finding myself wanting to be outside, I want so desperatly to look up to the sky from under the tree... and re-create the memory.. to feel that again.. the sense of a child again.. I can't believe it's all gone sometimes.

The ignorance I knew is intolerable, I'm so thankful for the chance I was given.

I'm tired of feeling so alone, I have all the support in the world.. that's the worst part.
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