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kicked david out after a month. whewww man that was a bad idea getting back with him. fer reals.
im concentrating on chloe, and the baby[bradley james], and work.
i might be getting a job in advertising actually. it sounds amazing, i'd travel around southern cali, then as i gain more experience, would get to travel to out of state jobs. it pays really well, and i'd start out as somebody's bitch[which is like my current job now so perfect] and would learn about the industry. i'd be working with commercials, and helping organize and set them up. i'd even occasionally be placed on the set. i think its a job i'd be good at, since it's a team environment and i thrive in a team kind of structure.
i am really excited for the baby, and helping raise him with chloe. i love that girl to death. shes gonna be a great mom. im baby daddy :] and extremely happy about it. i am gonna love bradley james to pieces. my baby dumbo is doing much better, he is allergic to fish so i have to get him expensive food but he's worth it.
living in arleta has been amazing for me. i love living on my own. yeah money is tight but its all worth it. my parents redid my old room, and told me if i ever needed to come home, i could. they have been so supportive, and kind. so far, i'm still working for Kim[the balloon job], being a janitor at my moms clinic, and also housesitting for various people. im really growing as a person. and its a great home, four bedroom house with cable, wifi, amazing neighbors, big backyard. i love it here. i love how real san fernando valley is. its not fake like santa clarita. i love our mexican neighbors, and their kids always running around. i love the metal kids that hangout on the corner of our street and play guitar. i love clipping coupons, buying fruit from a truck, and shooting the shit with our next door neighbor mark. i love thinking about the baby, and how taking care of him will help me be a better mom down the line. i am excited for getting up at 2am and walking around the house in robe and slippers, singing him lullabies. taking him to the park, and wearing one of those baby carriers where the baby chills on your chest. i don't need booze or shrooms, or parties. i'm content.
all of this is my dream come true. i'm happy, and i dont need anything else.
im concentrating on chloe, and the baby[bradley james], and work.
i might be getting a job in advertising actually. it sounds amazing, i'd travel around southern cali, then as i gain more experience, would get to travel to out of state jobs. it pays really well, and i'd start out as somebody's bitch[which is like my current job now so perfect] and would learn about the industry. i'd be working with commercials, and helping organize and set them up. i'd even occasionally be placed on the set. i think its a job i'd be good at, since it's a team environment and i thrive in a team kind of structure.
i am really excited for the baby, and helping raise him with chloe. i love that girl to death. shes gonna be a great mom. im baby daddy :] and extremely happy about it. i am gonna love bradley james to pieces. my baby dumbo is doing much better, he is allergic to fish so i have to get him expensive food but he's worth it.
living in arleta has been amazing for me. i love living on my own. yeah money is tight but its all worth it. my parents redid my old room, and told me if i ever needed to come home, i could. they have been so supportive, and kind. so far, i'm still working for Kim[the balloon job], being a janitor at my moms clinic, and also housesitting for various people. im really growing as a person. and its a great home, four bedroom house with cable, wifi, amazing neighbors, big backyard. i love it here. i love how real san fernando valley is. its not fake like santa clarita. i love our mexican neighbors, and their kids always running around. i love the metal kids that hangout on the corner of our street and play guitar. i love clipping coupons, buying fruit from a truck, and shooting the shit with our next door neighbor mark. i love thinking about the baby, and how taking care of him will help me be a better mom down the line. i am excited for getting up at 2am and walking around the house in robe and slippers, singing him lullabies. taking him to the park, and wearing one of those baby carriers where the baby chills on your chest. i don't need booze or shrooms, or parties. i'm content.
all of this is my dream come true. i'm happy, and i dont need anything else.