Sucky times abound
So I have the flu. I have had the flu for the last 2 and a half days. I have not been able to hold anything down for the last 2 and a half days. I have lost about 4 pounds. Can't even drink my damn water. I have to go back to work on Friday. Natalie pissed me off. Apparently the flu decided it was going to kick my ass while I was at work Monday night. She decided that I would be ok to stay at the register while she did her stuff and talked on the phone with Abe. Finally I think I got on her nerves enough and she yelled "Fine just go, just go - and if you feel like this tomorrow you MIGHT want to call in." I left crying, drove my 4 blocks home and ran into the bathroom throwing up. Can you feel the excitement? So here I sit on my couch waiting for Jeff to get home so we can cuddle some more. What a way to start the week. Luckily I had today off and I have tomorrow off too so I hopefully won't miss anymore work. Can't afford that. At the moment Jeff is in town setting up plans for Darren's Bachelor Party tomorrow night. So I get to sit here sick feeling like crap while he makes plans and goes to a party at a strip club. I don't really mind. I might delete those lines cause I don't really care - it's just the fever talking. And me being bitter for being trapped in this house.
Have you ever just wanted to get away from everything? Just go and say screw it to all responsibility? Maybe that's the fever talking too. Who knows. Maybe I just need some sleep. Maybe I just need to get the hell away. Although I don't know how I would do that considering I blew up my car the other day on my way to town. Hopefully I can ge that fixed without putting myself into another pile of debt. At this point I think I might just be better off buying a new car. Ya know - go for the debt that is a better investment. Well I think I'm gonna go for now - I need some sleep. More later.
Have you ever just wanted to get away from everything? Just go and say screw it to all responsibility? Maybe that's the fever talking too. Who knows. Maybe I just need some sleep. Maybe I just need to get the hell away. Although I don't know how I would do that considering I blew up my car the other day on my way to town. Hopefully I can ge that fixed without putting myself into another pile of debt. At this point I think I might just be better off buying a new car. Ya know - go for the debt that is a better investment. Well I think I'm gonna go for now - I need some sleep. More later.