UGH!!!
I'm SOO not ready for school. This break has been too relaxing. Actually slept about 12 hours last night. Tomorrow our science projects are due but me and Holly never even started. So we're gonna go ahead and do it after school tomorrow.
Yesterday was awesome. I finally got to hang out with Jordy, and it was pretty fun. All we really did was walk around Crowley all day but we were holding hands and hugging each other and just talking the whole time which made it totally worth it. We sat down a few times. And we kissed outside El Dorados for our first kiss. It was nice. :) He is a great kisser!!! But i was so nervous so it was really hard to get comfy with him. :( But we went by his apartment complex and sat next to the building at the wall kissing, talking. I finally worked up the nerve to sit in his lap lol. And he is strong :) he could acutally lift me up. He lifted me up and i wrapped my legs around his waist and were making out more. But then i got paranoid and thought i heard footsteps. Then we heard a little beaner man..but we couldn't find him. LOL!!!
I really do like Jordy, and I'm so happy that Dani and Michael brought me out there even though we went the wrong way so many times. That was funny, though. LOL! Especially since Michael has a map on his iPhone.
But idk, right now i'm having self-esteem issues. I know he likes me, but idk... :( maybe i'm just getting paranoid...Maybe idk..something. I can't wait to see him again, for sure. But what if he doesn't want to see me again? He said he does but gosh i have issues :(
Ahhhh oh well :(
Yesterday was awesome. I finally got to hang out with Jordy, and it was pretty fun. All we really did was walk around Crowley all day but we were holding hands and hugging each other and just talking the whole time which made it totally worth it. We sat down a few times. And we kissed outside El Dorados for our first kiss. It was nice. :) He is a great kisser!!! But i was so nervous so it was really hard to get comfy with him. :( But we went by his apartment complex and sat next to the building at the wall kissing, talking. I finally worked up the nerve to sit in his lap lol. And he is strong :) he could acutally lift me up. He lifted me up and i wrapped my legs around his waist and were making out more. But then i got paranoid and thought i heard footsteps. Then we heard a little beaner man..but we couldn't find him. LOL!!!
I really do like Jordy, and I'm so happy that Dani and Michael brought me out there even though we went the wrong way so many times. That was funny, though. LOL! Especially since Michael has a map on his iPhone.
But idk, right now i'm having self-esteem issues. I know he likes me, but idk... :( maybe i'm just getting paranoid...Maybe idk..something. I can't wait to see him again, for sure. But what if he doesn't want to see me again? He said he does but gosh i have issues :(
Ahhhh oh well :(