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i have no fucking idea what to do anymore. i can't take care of myself. i hate it. i don't want to be this helpless. i have work to do for school, work to do at home, but i can't focus. all i do is sit and cry. nobody knows how to help me feel better. they say they're sorry and that it sucks. but nobody knows what i can do to be happy again. not my therapist or my parents or my advisor or my friends. the saddness scares me so much sometimes i don't know what to do.