hanny...
today was so cool, the storm last night was so much fun. but i think i have to let brian go.. according to pat.. bran logged off right when i got on.. which puzzles me but ok.. he knows that if he asks.. i'll leave him alone. so if that's what he wants then why doesn't he just say so? i've denied the fact that i'm attracted to brandon for almost a month now.. because i feel this strange loyalty to bri... but apparently it's all slipping away. i just don' know anything anymore. so i think maybe it's time to do something about the brandon thing.. and just...stop talking to brian i guess. i just don't understand hanny... not at all, he knows i care enough about him that if he needs me to let him go... i will. he's my friend.. i wouldn't even question him about it. i think i'm going to be ill. night <3