Delusion
I had someone I love tell me that the direction I'm going is leading me nowhere. That I need to grow up, and figure out my back-up plan. I had someone tell me that I hadn't changed any. That where I was going was taking me nowhere. That I was an idealist. That I needed to sober up my clouded thinking. I had someone that I didn't know tell me that I had a certain look about me for such a young person. I hear so many things from people. I feel lost today. Where is someone I can confide in, where is the person for me to talk to... Isn't it an illusion that I am alone? Isn't it merely my own self-doubt that clouds my thoughts? Is there anybody out there...