May 30, 2006 05:23
I have trial today, for those of you who know a little bit about what's going on.
Best case scenario, it gets tossed out. Worst case scenario.... I serve about 2 years in jail. I'm not sure if there's an inbetween actually.... I might be able to just get probation?
At any rate, I was supposed to prepare a lot more, my lawyer has barely called me. I was supposed to contact James and Brandon to see if they could come and I never did, I'm not sure Adam is going to be there either. I feel incredibly sick to my stomache and I'm scared to death of what's going to happen to me.
I drive a bus in the mornings now, picking up mentally handicapped people from their houses and dropping them off at a center. I'm going to do that right now before trial. Wooooo @ 4 hours of sleep.
I pretty much just wanted to make this entry to tell people in case.. they wonder why I'm not around.
I don't know whether to act extremely worried and melodramatic about this, or all calm and collected; telling people not to worry. YOU shouldn't worry, I should.
I guess I'll leave it at that.