Today
Well today seems to be a bit better than the past few days. Jack and Jake spent the night last night, we went to Taco Bell at around midnight to get some food. Faun told me that this would be hard, ceasing all contact with her whatsoever, and it is. I got rid of alot of stuff yesterday, I deleted all her pictures off of my computer, because I have a screen saver that shows all the pics I have on my comp and they always come up. I think late tonight I'm going to burn all of our pictures, letters, etc. I need to get rid of everything that reminds me of her, and of the 3 years of my life that I completely wasted. I always said I would try not to do things that I would regret, well she is one of them.
It definatly doesn't feel like Saturday today...
I hope everything is back to normal soon. One thing I really can't wait for, is her to come crawling back(it'll happen, it always does.), I'm going to enjoy reminding her about all the shit she put me through, telling her to fuck off, and hopefully telling her about some new girl.