*yawn*
Well I just got done doing a bunch of yardwork, and everyone's gone, so this gives me an excellent time to reflect. I was reading all of the letters she sent me earlier, and I've decided against burning everything, mainly because it is just a snapshot of time, things that I can remember destinctly, a happier part of my life which is now gone. It pains me to know that it is gone, yes, but this is something that we all must go through at some point in our life. I sent her a very long IM last night explaining some of my thoughts, to which she replied through email, but she didn't understand most of it, either that or she didnt care, yet again no surprises. She also added a little thing to the bottom of her profile today, about me, I think it was added in pity though, I do not believe she was being sincere at all.
The end of this month is rapidly approaching, and things seem to be coming back together. I just hope that July isn't nearly as bad as this month, and hopefully things will go back to normal, with the exception of me and her.
The end of this month is rapidly approaching, and things seem to be coming back together. I just hope that July isn't nearly as bad as this month, and hopefully things will go back to normal, with the exception of me and her.