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Just found out that the government considers me and chris commonlaw since we live together and have emma. And since they already know this I'm now officially screwed. I can't be on dad's blue cross if i'm not dependant upon him.. which means no more free eye appointments every 2 yrs and many other benifits i tka eadvantage of. chris has bluecross but its not as good and i can't get my eyes checked under it. The crazy part is that despite how much I love him I can't figure out if i'm more upset because of the stuff this messes up, or because I don't really feel like I'm ready to be considered that.. I don't know.. it's really weird.