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[mabdances]

how can it still hurt
how can it sitll burn
how can i feel like this
love with hate
hate with love
i cant handle it
i shoudlnt even care
i shoudltn talk to you
i shoudl just hate
not explain
not say what you did
wrapped up in me?
shit, im not a birthday gift
im a girl
a girl who let you in
you broke me
and its 2 years later
and im fixed
and im broken
how come my life seems to be paradoxical
im fixed, life is good
im in love, and its not with you
im happy, without you
im broken when i talk to you
when i drive by places we would go
who knew lee road could hurt so bad
who knew youd follow me to my hometown
shreveport, La, you got there to
new orleans, all hours of the night
tryign to sneak to each others bed
telling you the secreeets no one else ever heard
i wish we had never traveled together
i wish we had never gone anywhere together
i have only reclaimed soem spots, but never totally
i still think of you now and borders is oursss
not mine and anyone elsses, its ours
i forgot about that, till now
see what you do to me
you say you were wrapped up in me
like you can get wrapped up in anythign
but im not anything
im me
im alive
i live
i love
i breathe
i break
you break me
break in break out
broke in broke out
broken broke out
i didnt break out totally
only half way
how can you do this
you shouldnt
your scum
your beauty
i talked to you 12 hours that first time
i hadnt seen you face to facec
i was in love already
you for you, and nothing else
how coudl that happen
how am i now more shallow when it comes to you
how can you do this to me now
im in love, im in love and not with you
the sad thing is, i sitll love you though
i still like you though
i still hate you though
and dont forget it
cuz i wont
if i did, you coudl rip my oopen again