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There has been alot of talk and debate over the last two years about a certain 'girl' who tried to make a mess out of everything I cared about. Yes, she was 'around' before I was, but not in any great earthshattering context. She wasn't for lust, love, or even companionship. Just a skewed sense of duty. And I knew that when I agreed to what we entered in to. She, on the other hand, didn't understand a lick of what she was getting herself involved in. I said, from the very beginning, what I wanted, what my goals where. She said she understood, or at least respected them and wouldn't get in the way of OUR happiness. Well, lets just say that didn't quite happen.
Sometime, I might just elaborate on EVERY thing she did to us, to him, to me, and to all of our friends, just because she wanted the attention. She latched her claws in every little thing she could to stay in his life, trying to ruin mine. She was manipulative to every person she came in contact with. She was a schemer, vindictive and out for blood. Anytime she spoke, you could damn well lay money it was a lie.
She was caught in her web earlier this year, and hopefully will now come to terms with just how insane she is. I strongly suggest real therapy, possibly meds. And throughout all of her plots, ploys, and plays, we are still together. News for you lady, IT DIDN'T WORK.
Now that shes been ousted, her first move of the new game is to make it seem like it was her idea to leave, not that she was asked to. She plays the depression card, hoping for a reaction. This is word-for-word (cut and pasted from her blog):
In closing...
Yesterday at 3:26pm
As to my depression, there is a lot behind it. In short, myself esteem has been beaten down over time never allowed to be myself. Always trying to conform to what others expected or too uncomfortable with myself to open up. I love/ed someone, compromising myself over and over to try to make it work and in the end not loving myself. Then in hopes of maintaining a friendship and having that person respect through away that love.
I'm no longer have faith in myself... I'm ashamed and broken. There is no way to fix what has happened, I choose poorly and have lost everything that is important to me. I've betrayed myself and that is the worst thing one can do.
I've destroyed friendships and the deepest connection and love of my life. For a person who couldn't respect me to begin with. I harbored mistrust and anger on others when it wasn’t necessary. I can never apologies enough to those I’ve harmed or been overly judgmental towards.
Waa, waa. I could sit here, and nit pick this, but I won't. I'll let her actions of the past speak for themselves. SHE CAN'T EVEN TYPE! And apparently, I never respected her. -shrugs- The thanks, I tell ya.