I don't know how many readers I will get, because this is heavy duty misery porn. But it's halfway out, at least. Chapter 1 of The Grand Tableau. Please read the warnings before you start, and remember, I do write fluff as well. Just not today....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5099891 Jim/Blair slash, graphic violence, non-con, dub-con, suicide, major character death. I'm sorry, except not really. But elaine really wanted me to write this, because then I'll stop talking to her about it, and one should be considerate to one's friends. :-)