Had a good arsekicking, which was needed, although it would've been better if it'd not been in the wee hours of the morning before a work-day.
No longer moping but instead rebuilding. Will be putting a lot more effort in with people now, including myself. Have to face the fact that I don't have a lot to complain about & my future is looking pretty bright.
I have targets...
- I will get a photography team for Beltane and I will do much better at Beltane with my own photography - with or without the extra gear that I know I would benefit from.
- I will get my self into clearer funds, and begin buying the much needed stuff that I really need - like clothes, new boots, and other stuff - not just more lenses and camera gear.
- I will regain my identity other than being a photographer, starting by putting effort into my friendships, and repairing some damage that's been done.