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Everything sucks. I am trying to work as hard as I can on my thesis and I still only manage to work between 0:00 and 4:00 am, I do shoddy work, I don't get it, I feel lonesome and desperate. I have to have the whole text analysed by thursday and I'll never for my life make it. I cannot concentrate for more than 10 minutes at a time. I feel so horrible I am sobbing. I cannot read the Japanese and the translation I have sucks. I feel like I am nothing more than a schoolchild just paraphrasing the book it's supposed to write a report on. I feel so miserable, so miserable.