The beginning...

Jan 11, 2005 21:07

Been a few months of problems. Friend problems, relation problems, family issues. Just been kinda rough. And it seems like there isn't anyone to talk to lately. Everyone is busy or i am so caught up with my confusion with them, that i dont really want to talk about it with them. Not their fault, and i'm not really mad at anyone. I just wish i knew what everyone wanted and how i could best give it to them. I think the problem is that a lot of people are busy and that schedules never match up. School, work, family, all that stuff. And its important stuff. I just wish i could make things like they were. But i know thats not possible. I just need to focus on the future. Hopefully i'm on that way.

Friends aren't easy, and they shouldn't be.
But i guess its the little things, that i could never see.
Its not if I save your life, cause thats just one day and not very long.
I guess its those little things that help build a friendship strong.

My worst ability is my inability to leave the past alone. When things were good or great, I wonder why i can't ever get things back to there. I guess i wish i could go back or rewind. BUt i know you have to always keep moving forward. ANd that is my greatest failing. My inability to see the future, and let the past sleep.
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