i just want to kayak away from everything.
parents are yelling, friend in surgery, another two friends who might have cancer... Young people aren't supposed to have to worry about getting sick or dying. I dont want my friends to be sick or even having to worry about death at such a young age.
Its hot and nasty and i feel like crap. I know that i am ok, but feeling for my friends has made me truly sad. And it makes me not feel like getting a good job and not caring about tomorrow or the day after that. I just want to lock myself in to something that i dont have to care about... i just want to run away and never come back...
Its hot and nasty and i feel like crap. I know that i am ok, but feeling for my friends has made me truly sad. And it makes me not feel like getting a good job and not caring about tomorrow or the day after that. I just want to lock myself in to something that i dont have to care about... i just want to run away and never come back...