FREE TAMPONS WITH FILL-UP!!!
Tomorrow or Monday I'll be signed off on lobes, cartilages, nostrils, and conchs so I'll be able to do those as an actual piercer and not an apprentice and make more monies simply because my teacher's not watching this time, lol. Roxy comes in late a lot and leaves sometimes during the day for maybe an hour, so I'd get to do any of those 4 should one show up when she's not there or really backed up.
I've been getting super anxious out of nowhere the last couple days. Kinda comes and goes in waves. It sucks because there's no reason to feel like that; things are good'; I'm not completely sure what's causing it (which makes it harder to fix it), and, well, anxiety just sucks as it is without any other reasons, lol. I think it has something to do with either my methadone dose getting down too low or my Wellbutrin being dispensed differently (like. different manufacturer, doseage, etc... still 300mg just two 150s because that's all I could get). I haven't been sleeping much the last few nights at all. I can relax more when Cody's here with me, but get overly restless otherwise. The littlest things will make me cry/nearly cry when Im panicing.
Every time I look up Endometriosis stuff to try to convince myself I'm a fine I end up finding something else that makes me think otherwise. It sucks not knowing one way or another, even if I do have a lot of the symptoms under control, because I'll see things like "40% of women with Endometriosis have fertility issues" or "Endometriosis can spread to your bladder which causes UTIs, burning, etc." and don't know whether it's something I should worry about or consider.
Cody went to jail over a probation violations last week and it sucked. US Marshalls showed up at the house and started pounding on windows and shit and then nearly arrested him in his underwear. I brought up check stubs and tax info to prove his job is legitamate and the application for the title to the trailor so they'll let him stay here and know he has bills here and the judge shockingly gave him bond at his bond hearing with a ton of stipulations. So that was nice. He says he's going to try harder to not mess up and whatnot and seemed sincere. We find out on th 7th if hes going to have to do some time or not (probably not unless he messes up his bond conditions between now and then... hopefully not, anyway!"
I've been making decent money at the shop now. $500+ the other week and about $430 this week, so that's nice.
I hope I can sleep tonight. I only got 3 hours last night so I should be crazy tired. Cody's working tonight but at the very least I'll hopefully get at least a few hours of sleep once he gets back.
I'm sleeping on the couch because one of the dogs pissed on our giant comfy bed so now it's soaked with pet spot cleaner or whatever. I'm not pleased about it at all. They were doing decently well with potty training but at least Pepper's been sucking at it lately. They got thrown off a bit when Cody was locked up and they were home alone all day, I think. It made me cry because I was anxious. I felt crazy lbvvvs.
I've been getting super anxious out of nowhere the last couple days. Kinda comes and goes in waves. It sucks because there's no reason to feel like that; things are good'; I'm not completely sure what's causing it (which makes it harder to fix it), and, well, anxiety just sucks as it is without any other reasons, lol. I think it has something to do with either my methadone dose getting down too low or my Wellbutrin being dispensed differently (like. different manufacturer, doseage, etc... still 300mg just two 150s because that's all I could get). I haven't been sleeping much the last few nights at all. I can relax more when Cody's here with me, but get overly restless otherwise. The littlest things will make me cry/nearly cry when Im panicing.
Every time I look up Endometriosis stuff to try to convince myself I'm a fine I end up finding something else that makes me think otherwise. It sucks not knowing one way or another, even if I do have a lot of the symptoms under control, because I'll see things like "40% of women with Endometriosis have fertility issues" or "Endometriosis can spread to your bladder which causes UTIs, burning, etc." and don't know whether it's something I should worry about or consider.
Cody went to jail over a probation violations last week and it sucked. US Marshalls showed up at the house and started pounding on windows and shit and then nearly arrested him in his underwear. I brought up check stubs and tax info to prove his job is legitamate and the application for the title to the trailor so they'll let him stay here and know he has bills here and the judge shockingly gave him bond at his bond hearing with a ton of stipulations. So that was nice. He says he's going to try harder to not mess up and whatnot and seemed sincere. We find out on th 7th if hes going to have to do some time or not (probably not unless he messes up his bond conditions between now and then... hopefully not, anyway!"
I've been making decent money at the shop now. $500+ the other week and about $430 this week, so that's nice.
I hope I can sleep tonight. I only got 3 hours last night so I should be crazy tired. Cody's working tonight but at the very least I'll hopefully get at least a few hours of sleep once he gets back.
I'm sleeping on the couch because one of the dogs pissed on our giant comfy bed so now it's soaked with pet spot cleaner or whatever. I'm not pleased about it at all. They were doing decently well with potty training but at least Pepper's been sucking at it lately. They got thrown off a bit when Cody was locked up and they were home alone all day, I think. It made me cry because I was anxious. I felt crazy lbvvvs.