You are the only One <>
I will never allowed it to happen even if i have to fight it with my life
Chapter 18
"Niisan!" Shingo looked at his half-brother who was lost in his thought. His brother seemed had lost his soul since they found out about what happen to Yuri. He blamed himself for what happened to her. Deep in his heart, Shingo too felt guilty for his action in the past. He thought by taken his revenge, will help his brother out of his brother's misery that was caused by that woman, but he was wrong. His brother loved her too deeply to forget about her and moved on. He had spent most of his time volunteered in orphanage for the past 6 years. In media, his brother was known as a generous young CEO who always care for the orphans but in reality, it was his brother way to atone for his sins since he blamed himself for Shingo revenge and after he found out about Yuri death while giving birth to twin made it worst for him. He blamed himself for causing her death. Shingo himself was shocked to hear the news. He never imagined Yuri will gave birth to the baby. "Have you heard anything from her best friend?" Yu asked. Shingo shook his head negatively. "Even if we found them, what do you want to do with them?" Shingo asked his brother back. "I want them, I want to take care of them." Shingo looked at his brother confused. There was no way his parents will agree to it. It will cause a big scandal to his family and will harm their market shares especially when they are in process for a business marriage between Shingo and a daughter Taiyou Corporation. Any cause that will harm the relation will be seriously eliminated and what about the one who took care of the kids now? Will they willing to give them up? "What! Niisan! I understand what you feel right now but please be more rational. You know that our parents won't allowed that" Shingo snapped. "But it was because of me, they lost their mother, because of me you took revenge and killed her, I have to be respons..." Yu can't finish his words when his younger brother grips his arm strongly. "Niisan, stop it, it was not your fault it was me who decided to take revenge. Stop
blaming yourself Niisan." Shingo left his brother frustrated with his irrational attitude.
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Sho glared at his watch. 20 more minutes she will meet Keiko. Sho had to meet her by himself since both he and Masaki can’t find a good time to meet her together and Sho didn’t want to delay the meeting any longer. Masaki agreed to his decision. Sho knew Masaki was trying to be considerate and didn't want him to feel left out in any matters regarding their children. Sho didn’t care about the money or apartment, he was concerned more about the real father. He wants to know why he was looking for them now. His secretary informed him of his guest arrival and asked her to bring the guest in. The young woman came with a man who look too familiar to Sho. "Daigo?" "Sho?" Both old friends hug each other. It was a small world but Sho glad as it helps him to calm down seeing someone familiar. Keiko who was also nervous laughed with them. "When Keiko mentioned Sho Sakurai working at Matsumoto Corporation, I knew it was you that was why I insisted to tag along. Wow it's been long time since we last met right?" Daigo asked. "Yes! I think we never met since you came to our graduation. So, it should be around 10 years or more." Sho was happy to meet the funniest senpai in their university club again. "So, both of you know each other?" Keiko asked. "Yes, we are in the same club during our university years, but we lost contact after graduation. He is my kouhai" Keiko glad to hear that. She was so nervous when he received Sho's call to meet but now she managed to calm down. "How is Jun and Toma? Are they finally together now or Toma was tired of him?" Sho laughed, almost everyone in their club know their cat and mouse game. "It's been 5 years since they are officially together." "Wow! Toma perseverance paid off I guess" they laughed together on that statement. After finishing his coffee, Daigo excused himself as he had some errand to do regarding his migration to Germany. He informed Sho he came to accompany his fiancée because she was nervous, and he wanted to meet Sho since it was so long since they last met. Sho lead him to the door and back to the sofa.
"I hope you are not surprised to receive my call." Keiko smiled and shook her head. "I'm glad that you called and I'm sorry for the pain that you had went through before because of our lies" Keiko stand up and bow apologetically to him. "It's okay, it was in the past and we are happy now. In fact, I would say it was blessing in disguised because of that pain now I have two wonderful children." Keiko was glad to hear but can't help to asked about Masaki. "Is Masaki also thought the same or he was still...?" She didn't finish her words when she saw Sho shook his head. "Both of us had put the past behind us. The kids know about their mum, but we are yet talk to them about it in details and we don't wish to shock them." Sho showed her their photos. Keiko was glad they grew up healthily and happily although she was a bit sad as none of them look like Yuri but more like both of their fathers except for the girl’s nose. But she should had expected this since there was even a scientific explanation for this attunement when the child resembles their adoptive parents since they’ve grown up by looking at them. The discussion went smoothly and comfortably. Yuri's old apartment was currently rented out to an expatriate family and all the rental fee was transferred to a bank account under Keiko's name. They are few saving accounts and trust funds too. From all the statements, Sho can see how honest she is. Although Masaki had given her all the right, she had never spent any single cent out of it except for donation to a temple which Sho assumed the same temple that they did her funeral. "Masaki told me before that he didn't need this money, but I think it's right to return it to the kids as they are her heir." "Understood what you meant. I will discuss this with Masaki and I think we will need to meet again to settle this matter." Sho invited Keiko to lunch together since it was time. Masaki manage to squeeze some time to join them after asking Satoshi to help him oversee the renovation work. it was the last day and fortunately Satoshi was free.
They went to Masaki favourite sushi restaurant for lunch and Daigo came to join them few minutes after Masaki arrived. "You look so familiar to me" Daigo looked at Sho before continue, "Is he the same guy in the photo on Jun's desk? The one that you used to had a crush on?" Sho wished to dig a hole and hide himself when he heard what Daigo said. "Daigo! Can you just keep your mouth shut?" Suddenly he felt warm as if the air condition in the restaurant was not working. Masaki smile looking at his husband blushed face and join the tease. "I don't know that you like me that much" Sho gave him a laser shoot with his eyes but Masaki just laughed. "You guys must be close for you to know about his crush?" Masaki Asked. "Yes, four of us were close since we are in the same club but I'm their senior by 1 year. Sho had a lot of fans back then. The perfect smart alec that everyone dreamt of. He shared the dorm with Jun, so you can imagine how was their room filled with chocolates during Valentine Day. So Toma and I usually hang out in their room to help them eat all the chocolates. That was when I found out why he rejected almost all his fans" Daigo ignored his kouhai stares. "Almost? That's mean you did except some of them?" Now it was Masaki turn to stare at Sho. "Yes, but I just went out few time with them nothing more than that." Sho replied reluctantly. "Really! I must be thankful then for you to love me that much." Masaki smiled and kissed his husband cheek. "Ma-kun!" Sho faced was as red as tomato right now. "You are so cute when you blushed." he flinched when Sho pinched his arm. Deep in her heart, Keiko felt sad when she remembered Yuri. Daigo who realized it squeezed her hand. " Anyway, all of you must come to our wedding and we should all hang out together although my darling here might be a bit lonely since she will be the only woman" Daigo look at his future wife. "It's okay, I can play with the kids then." Her gazed fell on Masaki. There was still awkwardness between them and their partners understood it will take sometimes for them to be ease around each other. After lunch they went for a coffee at a nearby cafe. Both Daigo and Sho went to sit at a different table, to let Masaki and Keiko talk comfortably.
"You look very happy now?" Masaki smiled at the remarks.
"I have no reason to be unhappy when I have a wonderful family." Keiko glad to hear it.
"Do you still hate her?"
"I have never hate her. Yes, I'm hurt and felt betrayed that made it hard for me to forgive her, but I never hate her. I pitied her because there was no one to guide her and I will make sure to guide the kids, so they won't make the same mistake."
"Thank You Masaki for not hating her and I can see Sakurai-san loves them like his own"
"Yes, sometimes I feel he love them more than me and they love him more than I did. Especially Rei, because of him, Rei managed to leave healthily right now." Keiko look confused and Masaki explained to her about the transplant that happened 4 years ago.
"I never imagined that Sho-san willing to do that when they are the reason of your breakup."
"That is why I can't imagine my life without him. Even now, he was the one who spent most of the time with the kids on his own when I'm not around, but he never once complains about it."
They continue to share their stories about their life for the past six years and when he felt the awkwardness gone between them, Masaki signalled to the other two to come and sit with them. "I heard their real father is looking for them?" Sho stiffened beside him when he heard Masaki questions. Masaki squeezed his lover hand telling him its fine. "He came to see me in the hospital with his brother two weeks before I met Nino. I can say it was his brother who was more eager to look for them." Sho was confused why the uncle instead of the real father. Sho heard Masaki voice before he could say anything. "The uncle was the guy that Yuri left?" Masaki asked. "You knew about it?" Keiko was surprised. "Yuri told me everything in her last letter that you gave to me." "Did she mention who is the guy?" Keiko wondered if Yuri mentioned the guy name in the letter. "No! But Nino saw her before with a guy 2 month before that incident happened. Is the father Murakami Shingo?" Seeing Keiko face changed, both Masaki and Sho knew their suspicion were right. "He approached Yuri to revenge for his half-brother Yokohama Yu and when they came to see me, they already knew that Yuri had passed away and gave birth to a pair of twin." "Do they said why they are looking for them now? After all these years?" Sho was too scared to hear the reason why they are looking for them. Masaki patted Sho's back to calm him. Both Keiko and Daigo can see how much Sho love the kids although they are not his own. "It seemed the uncle want to take care of the kids. But Shingo seemed to have different opinion so I'm not sure of what they want." Sho blinked his tears away, he can’t let it happen and there is no way he will allowed them to take the kids away from him. "Fine, we will meet them, but I want you to come along with us if Daigo-san don't mind. Sho-chan will check his schedule and let you know again." Masaki was about to excuse themselves before Sho started to cry when he heard Keiko's voice. "Will you give the kids to him if that is what they wanted?" Keiko asked. "He lost his right as a father the moments he decided to leave Yuri. I will fight for them even if that's mean I have to fight with my life." Keiko was thankful for their love to the kids. "They really loved the kids and I'm sure your best friend will be thankful to them too." Daigo wiped the tears in his future wife eyes with his thumb.
Masaki look at his husband who is seating beside him at the passenger seat. Sho had been quiet after telling Masaki he wanted to go home and didn't need to go back to office. He was lost in his deep thought that he didn't realized that they had reached his parents’ house. They had been staying at Sakurai family house for the week since they started the renovation of the kid’s room and the study room in their apartment. They stay at the latter house to ensure Rei was away from all the dust during the works. Every morning after breakfast, after sending Sho to office and Ryo to kindergarten, Masaki went to their apartment to oversee the work. Since it was only the 3 rooms and no major renovation needed as it were mostly redesigning the rooms, all the work will be done within 5 days and tomorrow should be the last day however the supervisor had informed him they may finished it today. After greeted his parents, Sho went up to his bedroom to look for his daughter. Masaki bowed to his confused in law and walk fast behind him. Once he reached the room, Sho had already lied beside their daughter who was sleeping after taking her medication. Masaki squeezed himself to lie down behind his husband and hug him. Sho closed his eyes but Masaki know, he was not asleep as he can hear the soft sob. All the stressed with his work and not having enough sleep for past few nights along with the kids matter took a toll on him. "Sho-chan! Don’t worry, there is nothing confirmed yet. We are still not sure if that is what they want from us." "I know Ma-kun but what if it’s true? I can't live without th..." Masaki turn Sho to look at him. "Our daughter is sleeping beside you Sho-chan and I promised you that I will never allowed it to happen." Masaki would had make love to him if it were just two of them there to let his husband felt love as always. He left Sho to take a rest beside their daughter and went downstairs to talk to his in laws. "Did both of you fight?" His mother in law ask. Masaki shook his head and explained everything about their meeting with Keiko to his in law. Now they understand why their son looked so sad. "Sho was too scared if they want to take the kids away from us." Masaki excused himself to fetch Ryo from his kindergarten.
Masaki reach home when it was almost dinner. Rei was learning English with her grandfather, ready in her pajama. She ran to him as soon as she saw her father entered the house. Ryo already ran up to shower and get ready for dinner. "Where is your daddy, Rei-chan?" Masaki asked since his love was nowhere to be seen. "He still sleeping upstairs. He said he won't be coming down for dinner" Before he could say anything he heard Ryo voice shouting from second floor. "Papa! Daddy is sick. His body hot". He walked up to the room. Sho hardly fell sick even when he didn't have enough sleep unless his mind was too tired because of stress. He saw his brother in law in the room checking his brother temperature. "His temperature is a bit high. I think he is having a mild fever" he show Masaki the temperature reading and left the room with Ryo. Sho was still in his office wear that he wore in the morning. "Sho-chan, wake up. You have to change and eat". Sho opened his eyes slowly. "I have no appetite Ma-kun and I feel too giddy to wake up". Masaki sighed blaming himself for letting Sho went through all this when he was in the busy period at work. He should have meet Keiko on his own, so his love won't be so stressed about this. After helping his husband to change to his boxer and t-shirt, he went down to join the other family members for dinner. "Since your daddy is sick, tonight Ryo sleep with Shu-ji and Rei sleep with Aunty Mai" Both Ryo and Rei nodded obediently to their grandmother's word. "But we have to see daddy first and daddy haven't eaten. Papa can I bring the food to daddy and feed him?" Ryo asked. "No, I want to feed daddy because daddy feed me when I was in hospital" It's Rei turn to voice. "But you always do it now it is my turn. You are not the only one who loves daddy I love daddy too." Ryo counter attack. The other family members smiled at their argument of who loves their daddy the most. The argument didn't stop till they heard Masaki clearing his throat, a signal that their Papa was angry. "I know both of you love your daddy so much but I'm here to take care of him. Finished your food and go up to do your homework. Shu-ji will help you and you can say goodnight to daddy before you going to sleep. No more argument especially in front of your food and your grandparents if you don't want any punishment." Masaki voice was calm but with a strict tone. Both nodded and apologized for arguing in front of the foods and other family members.
Masaki went up to his room with Sho dinner which was prepared by the maid and medication for Sho. He barely ate 3 spoons of porridge, ate his medication and went back to sleep. Masaki went to get another wet towel and put it on Sho's forehead to lower down his body heat. Masaki left his husband to sleep and join his in law in living room while waiting for the kids to finish their homework with their uncle. "Sho?" His mother in law asked. "He is sleeping Kaasan. His temperature still a bit high" she nodded and turned her attention back to TV.
"Papa! I finished my homework and going to sleep but can I see daddy first?" Ryo came to him. Masaki brought Ryo to his lap. "Your daddy is sick and his sleeping right now." "Please papa, just for a while" "Ryo!" They heard Sho voice calling the boy from upstairs. Ryo ran up to his daddy. Masaki excused himself for the night and follow his son up, Rei was already asleep in his sister in law room. The medication made her sleep easily. Sho wearing his mask carried his son in his arm. "Gomen ne, daddy can’t give you a good night kiss tonight because I don’t want you to fall sick too." "It's okay daddy I just want to see you before I sleep. Grandma said tonight I sleep with Shuji and Rei-chan already asleep with aunty Mai" Ryo kissed his daddy forehead. "You feel very hot" he placed the back of his palm on his daddy forehead. Sho carried him to his brother's room. Masaki just followed them quietly. Sho put his son on his brother bed. "Get well soon daddy. I don’t like to see you sick it made me sad." "Don’t worry my prince, daddy will be fine after you come back from school tomorrow. You must sleep now. Tomorrow you have to wake up early to go to school." Ryo nodded his head. Masaki kissed his son forehead and pulled Sho out of the room. "Thank you for taking care of him tonight Shu-kun" he bowed his head to his brother in law and left the room. Sho took out his mask and sat on his bed. Masaki sat beside him. "Do you feel better now?" He asked. Sho shook his negatively. "This headache killing me" "why did you woke up then. You should sleep, and I could have brought Ryo to your brother's room myself." Masaki let Sho lied down back on their bed and put the wet towel back on his forehead. "If I didn’t wake up he won’t go to sleep peacefully Ma-kun. Your son is just like you. He may be air headed and laid back, but he is a caring boy and always show his care in his own way. He is my little Masaki" Sho smile weakly. He heard his son talking to his papa earlier when he came out from the bathroom. Ryo had always gone to bed after saying his good night to him and he knew well he can’t sleep well if he missed it. After changing to his boxer and tank top, Masaki lied on the bed and bring his love closer. "Ma-kun you will fall sick too if you are so close to me." "Don’t worry I won’t. Even if I am, we have our kids to take care of us. I can’t believe how much they've grown up Sho-chan." Sho nodded weakly. His eyes getting heavier. The medication started to take effect. "I'm sorry Ma-kun" Masaki look at him confused. "You are sorry for what honey?" Masaki asked. "I'm sorry for not fulfilling my responsibility to you these few days." Masaki understood what he meant. " there is nothing to be sorry for Sho-chan, our marriage is not only for sex and by working hard for our family, is also fulfilling your responsibility. I'm the one who supposed to be sorry for making you stress about the kids when you are busy with your work." Masaki tighten his hug. Sho missed his husband scent. He wanted to feel him inside of him, but he was too weak now. "No! You are not wrong Ma-kun, I'm sorry to make you worry. I'm just too scared if I may lose them" he snuggles closer to his husband neck. "I won’t let that happen Sho-chan and I believe our kids don’t want it too. They love you so much that they were even fighting about who loves you more during the dinner just now. I think they love you more than me" Sho laughed softly when he sensed the jealousy. "Because you are for me to love" he replied. Masaki turned his husband, so he can look at his face. "Liar! You also love them more than me." Masaki pouted. "Don’t be jealous Ma-kun, I love the three of you more than my own life and they are the most precious gift that you gave me." Masaki pinched Sho's nose and pull him closer into him arms. Sho's eyes were getting more and more heavier. "Enough with the talks. Now you must sleep for the medication to take effect." Sho nodded his head with his eyes closed. They didn't have sex that night, but he felt love in his husband arms.
Masaki woke up by a sense of sexual pleasure. His nipples hardened. It was still dark outside. He looks at his husband who was still sucking his left nipples "someone woke up naugh... ahh" his member getting hardened. Sho claimed his lips into lustful kiss. "Do you feel better now?" Masaki asked when they broke the kiss. Sho nodded his head before whispering to his husband ear. "Papa! Daddy want ice cream" Sho face blushed and Masaki find its cute. They had been together for so long but Sho is still shy when he is asking for his love. Masaki look at his phone watch. They still have some time before the kids wake up. "I miss you so much honey" Masaki pulled his husband back to a passionate kiss. Their hands were busy working on his each other clothe. Masaki towering on top of him. Sho missed his husband touch. Since the first day they spent the night at his parents’ house, the kids were sleeping in between them and last night he was too sick to do anything. Masaki took out the lube which he hides deep inside the left drawer, so the kids can’t find it. His eyes never miss his love face while he was preparing him. Sho moans aroused him more. Sho turned to panting mess and start to move his hips and fuck his husband fingers inside him. "Ma-kun, I want to ride you." Masaki grinned at his love request and turned them around. "Anything you asked for" he replied. Masaki love to see his love sweaty face moving up and down of his cock. He moved his hip up to get more friction. Only whimpers and moan heard but they tried to keep their voice lower, so it was not heard outside the room. He pumped his love member harder and it didn't take long for both to come. Sho lies breathlessly beside him. He still not well enough for another round. After cleaning both up with the towel Masaki went to shower first. He wanted to help the maid and his mother in law to prepare the meal for breakfast today. Sho went to wake his son up to get ready for school. He still had some headache and felt under weather, but it was better than yesterday and fortunately he didn't need to be in office for today since he was working till early morning for the past few days. They are going back to their house tonight. Satoshi had informed Masaki all the works done last night. He helped them to oversee the works when Masaki left to meet Sho. Ryo was excited to see his new room. They let Rei sleep longer since she didn’t have to attend school. After sending Ryo to his kindergarten, both Masaki and Sho went for groceries shopping to filled up their fridge. It was empty since they had been staying in his parents’ house since last Sunday.
They invited their friends for lunch this weekend along with Keiko and Daigo. Tonight, they going to talk to the kids about their mother. All the room was nicely decorated according to their kid’s requests. Ryo room was design with baseball theme and some animal wallpaper on one side of the wall. At first Sho can’t imagined how the room will look like when Ryo told him his request, but he admitted the interior designer done a good job in combining both concept for the room. Rei room painted in mixed of pink and white. Rei had told him she want her room to have princess theme but not so childish. She had to admit, his daughter is more matured than her age. Posters about human body filled one side of the wall because she said she want to be a doctor. Both have their own study space in their room. He walked down the stairs to go to the study room or more likely his new home office. Masaki decided on the decorations which he kept it as a surprised for Sho. “Are you ready?” Masaki asked. Sho nodded his head. The door opened and Sho gasped in surprised. The room turned into a cosy office decorated in white and red. The floor covered with soft carpets. There are 20cm platform at the corner of the room where his working desk located and its connected to the other corner of the room where a wall high red bookshelf was placed. The square book slots were arranged diagonally. Two bean bags were place in the middle of the platform. Masaki said it was for them to seat while reading a book. A big flat screen television hang on the wall next to the book shelf, for Sho to watch news while doing his work. A small red leather sofa placed at the wall beside the door and a wood block coffee table placed in the middle of the empty space in the middle of the room. “This may be the room for you to work, but I also want it to be a room for you to relax. Do you like it?” “It’s perfect Ma-kun and I love it.” Masaki unpack some of the boxes filled with books and place it in the books shelf.
“Papa!” Sho called. “Hmm!” Masaki replied without looking at him. Sho called him again with a different tone which Masaki knew too well. A tone when his husband was aroused. He turned and gasped at the sight. Sho was stark naked behind him. He pulled Masaki to seat in his working chair. His eyes darkened filled with lust. “Daddy had been naughty since this morning” Sho smirked at his husband remark. “Daddy only naughty when papa is around” He claimed his husband lips passionately and soft moans heard as the kiss deepened. “Should we inaugurate my new office papa?” “And how you plan to do it daddy?” He unzips his husband pants and his mouth engulfing Masaki half erected member taking the whole length till its tips hit the back of his throat. The sensation was too much. Masaki can only gasp for air and his fingers lost in his husband hair. The suck becoming more and more stronger. Sho knew his husband at his limit. He squeezed the other balls and Masaki trembled to the waves of pleasure. “Daddyyyyyy” and he came deep in his husband throat. Masaki pulled him up into a messy kiss and shared his taste. Sho’s finger busy taking of his husband clothes. Masaki place Sho on top of his working table. “It was a nice way to say thank you daddy, now let me say my thanks.” “Papaa!” Sho’s eyes rolled back not able to cope with the sensation of pleasure filled him right now. Masaki bobbed his head faster, his teeth scraping the slit. Sho’s grip on his hair tightened and the latter shoot his came deep in his throat. Sho was still gasping for air when his lips were claimed forcefully. He felt something hard poking and he knew his husband was aroused once again. Sho was pulled and thrown on the floor on his hands and knees. Masaki used his saliva to prepare his love. Sho’s can’t open his eyes. The feeling was too much for him. After entering him in one fast move and few thrust to his spot, Masaki took hold of his waist and made him rest his back against his torso. His hand pumping his husband erected member fast and both came for the second time after few more thrusts and pumps. “I love you daddy!” Masaki said as he slipped out of his husband and lied beside him. “I love you too papa”. It took them some time to breath normally again and went to shower to clean themselves. They need to go back to Sho parents’ house to fetch Rei. Masaki had promised the kids to bring them out to eat for dinner tonight. “I can never imagine my life without you Ma-kun.” Sho said as he hugs his husband from the back. Masaki turned around to see him. “Me too honey.” He kissed the other lips lovingly before they left the house.